Friendshit

Friend-shhh

Thank you for making me feel that I'm your friend if you really are. I felt happy for a moment.

I'm aware of what you are into. I know that you're just befriending me because you need something.

I noticed that you know my existence when you're in trouble.

I'm your best friend when you need an answer in your answer sheet.

I'm your close friend when you're alone and you need someone to accompany you

But when you have another set of friends you acted strange to me as if you don't know me. 

And it is okay at first. Unfortunately, you do it more than twice and I felt trash for that. Ain't that sh!t?

I'm not going to discuss this matter with you. I wouldn't ask anything in exchange.

'Cause I know who my real friends are. And I know who isn't.

I don't like dramas in life. I want thrill like what horror movies doing. 

That's why I don't want to be attached to anyone. But I feel bad and sorry with those friendshhh if they are aware or not.

In the end, I learned in this different kind of experience. I realized that I'm productive and useful. I'm not mad, It is just my mind talking that's why I try to go out with their zone.