Ig request from: @_baozichana
There is tears in my eyes because crying is the only way to let my feelings out. I clamp my hands tighter on my phone. I shouldn't be reading all these things that they are saying but, I can't stop. They treat me like trash and threaten me. Their words sting hard, bit by bit getting to me. What if they are right? What if I am worthless and nothing? That Xiumin doesn't love me? That he would leave me for someone prettier because I quote from a fan "Your the opposite of pretty!".
I look up from the ground, tears still coming from my eyes down my face like a waterfall. Across from me is a full length mirror. I stand up and go to stand in front of it, bring my face extra close to it examing my face. Ugh. I'm so ugly. Look at my face! I have dark bags under my eyes and not to mention some of pimples have took place around my face. If I don't be come pretty and Xiumin will for sure leave me.
Thinking that thought just made me break down more! Did I not say Xiumin knows nothing about this situation I'm in? Yeah. I can't find the urge to tell him. I'm afraid he'll think I'm weak. That I can't take a few hurtful words.
I heard the front door being unlocked and I quickly wiped my eyes with my sleeves. "____! Are you home?" I heard a huskt voice yell. Its Xiumin. "Yeah, I'm home Oppa! I'm upstairs!" I yelled back to him. I got up and exited the room heading the the stairs. When I reach the stairs I see Xiumin at the bottom on his way up. "I'll cone down Oppa. You don't need to come up." I said smiling slightly, going down the stairs.
Once I reach the bottton, I'm tackled into a warm hug. A huge grin broke out onto my face. "How was your day, jagi?" He asked me. I grew stiff and quickly said the first thing that came to mind. "It was fine." I lied. "How was yours?" I asked forcing a smile. "Its better now." He said, giving me a peck on the lips. Ahhh, I love those lips. "I'm hungry, jagi. Go to the living room and put something on TV and I'll get something to eat." Xiumin said before heading to the kitchen.
I go to the living room and grab the remote and start to surf channels. 10 minutes passed and Xiumin isn't back and I'm still channel surfing. After about 1 more minute, a channel caught my eye. Xiumin is in front of the screen, one fist raised and words come out of his mouth one by one. These words caught me by surprise, honestly.
"Yah, I notice how some of our fans have been bullying my jagi because we are dating. She kept it all a secret, so I found out by myself. I really don't like the mean and harmful words being said. I love her and all I want is her for to be happy and with all the mean things being said to her isn't making her happy for sure. I would like you to not bully her from now on because she means everything to me. I know some of you don't approve of us but I want to say thank you to those that do. So from now on please continue to fight and rut for us. Fighting!" He said.
Tears began to spill from my eyes. At that moment I felt to big warm arms wrap around me, causing me to cry harder. "Jagiya... Why didn't you tell me?" He asked leaning into me. "I couldn't." I mange to get out. "Why not? You know you could tell me anything. Right?" He asked, reaching his hand out under my chine to look at him. "Y-yes... But i-i don't want you to think of m-me as we-weak..." I replied, burring my head in his chest. "I would never think of you as weak. I'm your boyfriend and all I want is for you to be happy. Promise me you will tell me everything from now on. No more secrets, okay?" He asked. I pulled and wipped my eyes with my sleeve before smiling big. "Of course Oppa! From now on! Thank you for always being there for me!" I said, giving him kisses all over his face. "Anything for you jagi. Anything."
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