Virtually In Love?

I'm spacing out as I randomly chat whoever is online, unexpectedly this guy named Liam replied instantly. We both belong in the same cycle of friends so we talked comfortably with each other. We often ask how our days went and even helping each other with our assignments and activities in school, he kept my secrets about what really happened to my past relationship. He was one of the closest friend I had. We continued this cycle and apparently Liam was one of those 'paasa' or I just assumed that we both like each other. Yes, we changed each others nicknames. He call me as his 'jowa' and I call him 'babe'. We both knew we were just playing and that ended up badly - for me and for him. We both fall or am I the only one? Liam had this thing with one of our friends and even added one of my friend that I posted pictures with, well I'm in pain but I ended up telling my friend to confirm his request - I supported him like hell and gave a pang on my chest, badly. I removed our nicknames but I ended up making the same nickname with him so he did the same. We talked like couple and we exchanged those three words and 8 letters. We talked like we had a relationship. He even ask for a serious one but ended up like one hell of a joke.

Liam: Feeling ko dipa to ang tamang panahon para dun, so complicated. Tapos di pa talaga ako ready.

That does mean I'm the one left hanging right? I acted like I'm okay and fine with that. I even talked like it was normal to marked myself as 'nabasted', well I am. I replied with "okay lang, nasesense ko naman na yan ang sa sabihin mo." But it was never okay.

Liam: Sana maintindihan mo, alam ko nag expect ka pero sorryy

I replied "naintindihan ko, ako pa". Ako lang naman lagi nakakaintindi.

Liam: Isa ka sa mga girl bestfriend ko, ganun pananaw ko sayo ewan ko kung ikaw din, kaya ganun, mas pipiliin ko na ganun nalang. Oo, friendzone na kung friendzone tingin mo jan, sorry,. Ayoko kasi magbago ung pananaw natin sa isat isa kung pano kita nakilala tapos nakasama, tapos dahilan para masira ung pagkakaibigan natim kung sakali.

He's on point that I couldn't argue anymore. Once again, I'm entitled as a 'bestfriend'. Is this all I'm good at? Love is a war and I'm still on the safe side or I lose the battle?