My Chosen One

Pain

Y/n woke up with no energy to go to class. But Hermione not wanting Y/n to fail she had to force her off her bed.

"come on Y/n you have to go to class," she said as she pulled off the blanket from Y/n.

"noo, i can't Hermione, he's my partner remember? i can't see him."

"look, you told me earlier that you saw him snogging Romilda but Y/n, you can't let that stop you from going to class. you are at the point of failing and missing class won't help."

"fine," Y/n said now standing up to get ready for class.

She put her robes on, grabbed her books and walked with Hermione to potions. When Y/n walked into the classroom, she saw Harry.

"no Hermione i can't i'm sorry," she said now turning towards the door.

"no Y/n," Hermione said as she grabbed her arm. "look i know you're strong enough to walk in there and continue class, prove me right."

Y/n simply nodded and walked to her seat.

"Hey," Harry said smiling up at her.

Y/n pulled out her seat and sat down. she didn't even look at him. she couldn't.

"Today you will be making a cauldron of Anti-Paralysis Potion. you will work with your partner and by the end of the class your potion should be ready. you can start," said Snape.

Y/n opened her book and turned to the page labeled "Anti-Paralysis Potion" and stood up to get the ingredients.

"you need help?" Harry said standing up.

"no i got it," Y/n said firmly, still not looking at him.

the entire class Y/n continued to ignore Harry and focus on the potion. Harry not wanting to make her more upset stayed quiet as he watched her make the potion. once the bell rang Y/n gathered her books and rushed out the classroom.

"Y/n! Y/n wait!" called out Harry.

but Y/n didn't stop, she walked faster and faster until she was sprinting towards the girls bathroom. she put her books on the floor and looked in the mirror. Her eyes filling with tears again. she started sobbing as her tears dropped on the sink. Harry walked in.

"Y/n what's wrong?" he asked.

"nothing i'm fine," she said as she wiped her tears quickly and picked up her books.

"you're not fine, please talk to me," Harry said with his hand on her shoulder.

Y/n slapped Harry's hand away and yelled,"i said i'm fine!"

she rushed out of the bathroom leaving Harry standing there, shocked.

she ran to transfiguration and sat herself next to Oliver Wood. (btw Oliver is our age in this story:))

"Hey Y/n," he said.

"hey" she said quickly as she took out her book.

"are you okay? your eyes are red"

"i'm fine"

"are you sur-"

"why is everyone asking that i said i'm fine!" she yelled.

he looked at her shocked,"i'm sorry i didn't mean to upset you"

she looked at him now feeling bad. she put her hands on her face. "no i'm the one who's sorry. i shouldn't have yelled at you"

"it's okay. erm do you want to talk about it?" he said.

she debated in her head whether she should tell him and finally said,"yesterday when i was heading down to lunch, i saw Romilda kissing um," she stopped and looked down. "i saw her kissing Harry"

she was in tears already but stared at the floor so Oliver wouldn't see.

"omg, Y/n i'm so sorry, you don't deserve that," he said as he hugged her.

Y/n felt a little relieved that she had told him so she wouldn't have to pretend like she was okay during the whole class.

"wanna walk down to lunch with me, so you won't go alone?" Oliver said after class was over.

"yes," she said giving him a weak smile.

Luckily when she entered the great hall she didn't see Harry. but it took her a few minutes to realize Romilda wasn't there either. she ate silently the whole time, barley wanting to talk to Ron, Hermione or Oliver.

a few minutes later Harry and Romilda walked into the great hall at the same time. Y/n stared with hatred as Harry walked towards the table.

"i gotta go guys, see you later," Y/n said as she stood up.

"wait Y/n no," Hermione said but Y/n didn't stop.

she walked up to her dorm. she slammed the door shut and punched the wall as hard as she could. she hit it again and again and again. she didn't stop until her knuckles were bleeding, she screamed. she needed to let it all out.