i loved you. i loved you with every piece of myself. i cared about you, i always reached out and felt bad if we didn't talk for a few hours. but hours turned into days, and days turned into lonely nights, and eventually into months and internal hurt. i wondered when you'd reach out to me, but that day never ceased to come. i love you. and i always will. but i never to realize that i wasn't as important to you as you were to me. and this is the hardest decision ever i've ever had to make, to let my best friend go. the one i thought i would never have to say goodbye to. but it was the right thing to do for me. i had so many nights of tears and pain thinking about us. i womdered if you cared , and you did, just not enough for me anymore . i had to let go because i'm learning to put my feelings first, and because i had enough with this pain.
-23.11.2020
