Drowned in my tears
Filled with fear
Collapsing inside
No one’s on my side
I scream for help
With many doubts
No trust to give
Not even to myself
As I wait for my end to come
I speed the process with lots of rum
Slowly slipping far far away
Gladly no longer having to stay
I have no farewells & goodbyes to give
All the drugs and alcohol are kicking in
Please forgive me of my sins
Because now I can no longer live
There is death after life.