Girl Gang

Your Not My Mother

I was so sick and frustrated at Manny, and Ewwww Chase. I know I wasn't saying that when we slept together. But, he had a slut. Manny act's like she runs the whole damn place. Rose is always in her room smoking. I can smell it when she walks out. Columbia is always out, and when she do come home She always looks nervous.

I was laying in my room looking at the ceiling. Cursing the ceiling for all my wrongs. You wanna no what hurts the most? My dad told me to watch over my sister. She didn't even make it to her teens yet. I took another swift of my alcohol. Still remembering everything to bad to good is a lot to take in. Being like someone like me is pretty amusing, it's fun, depressing and everything you could think of.

A knock was as my door. " What." I yelled.

" It's me Rose."

" Come in." I said sitting up in my bed. She came in and sat down on the edge of my bed. " What do you want." I said drinking some more.

" You know you've been drinking a lot lately. I came i-" She stopped talking because I cut in.

" Don't tell me you came in my room to tell me how to run my life." My voice came out in a raspy growl. Rose eyes widen, then went back to normal. She looked down at her lap. I got up and was now standing in front of her.

" I'm not here to tell you how to run your life, Clover. Well technically I am. But in a diffrent way. I think you need help." I look at the door.

" I'm tired of people telling me what to DO!" I threw my bottle at the door and it shattered. " You don't run this." I said pointing at myself. " You don't run me. YOU PEOPLE NEED TO MIND YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS! I'M NOT A FUCKING CHILD!" I yelled at her as she started crying.

Manny came in here out of breath, so did Columbia. She looked at the glass on the floor. I sighed. What a day. " What's going on in here? Why is Rose crying? What did you DO!" She yelled taking steps towards my face.

" Get out of my face. This is between me and Rose." I said clenching my fist.

" How far are you going to, acting up?" She question.

" All the way to fucking mars since you asked." I spit in her face. Like literally. She pushed me. I tumbled back, and fell. I got up quicker than others would and stud my ground.

" E- FUCKING- NOUGH! ALL THIS BULL SHIT THAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO NEEDS TO STOP! Why do you, Clover have to drink all the fucking time. Drowning you body with that poison isn't going to nothing but kill you slowly. STOP ACTING IMMATURE! GROW THE FUCK UP! THE PAST IS THE FUCKING PAST, GET OVER THE SHIT BECAUSE ALL YOUR DOING IS INSTIGATING! And you Manny. STOP WITH THE FUCKING PARENT WATCH DOG SHIT! YOUR NOT HELPING! YOU NEED TO KEEP TO YOURSELF! MEANING SHUT THE FUCK UUUP! Columbia I don't know where you've been but,if it's something bad open your fucking mouth and say something. STOP FUCKING SNEAKING OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT! I KNOW YOU DONT WANT WATCH DOG HERE FOLLOWING YOU!" She took a breath. " All these problems is not going to help Colver fix herself up, fix each other up. All we need to do is corporate with eatch other to get one fucking thing done with. And, that is killing Sindy. So it's either we do this right, or don't do this at all. AND, THATS FUCKING FINALE! Know, I'll be in my room if you ass dokey wipes need me."

All that was said was by Rose. I didn't say anything. Tears where just pouring out. I was sobbing and looking down. Manny just looked shocked, and like she came into realization.

" She's right. I'm sorry Clover. I was acting like a watch dog I hope you forgive me." Manny said walking out her room. Columbia eyes where glassy like there where going to break. She ran out my room to the bathroom, and started throwing up.