good girls are bad girls

E l e v e n

CLARYS P.O.V.
The next morning I wake up in my room. I look at my phone and check the time. My phone reads 2:00 pm. I can't believe I slept in that long.

I get up and realize I have a message. It's from Luke saying: Hey when you wake up meet all of us at my place.

I get up and do a side fishtail braid. I put on jeans and a Mickie mouse sweatshirt with black combat boots. I grab my phone and keys and head out the door.

When I get inside I notice everyone is there and they were waiting for me to get there. "Okay I'm here." I say. I sit down next to Sereniti and Lydia is in between Calum and Micheal.

Dang that girl needs to make up her mind. Luke and Sydney are standing up so they are the "special attention" and

Ashton is standing up behind the couch playing with Sereniti's hair. Sydney finally says," Okay so your all probably wondering why your here. Well we have some HUGE news!"

Luke smiles at Sydney and then they say literally at the exact same time,"Were getting married!!"

Everyone claps but my mouth is wide open. I don't even know how I feel about this? I finally decide im happy for my friends engagement. I go up to Sydney and Luke and congratulate them.

They says thanks and I drive home. When I get home it's already 6:30 and I'm so tired. Sydney just got home and of course Luke is with her.

They can't even spend one night apart, which I kinda find cute. I wish I had that. Just not with Luke. With someone who would stay in my life forever. I fall asleep but have a nightmare about getting kidnapped again.

This time I'm all alone and Luke is the one torturing me. I wake up crying but I keep the volume of my crying under control so no one would hear it. I try to go back to sleep but I can't so I get up out of bed and go in the kitchen and make myself a totino's frozen pizza.

When it's done I get it out and head back to my room and shut the door. As I start to sit down Luke comes in my room.

"Go away." I tell him.

"Why what's wrong?" He asks me sounding worried.

"You don't have to act like you care so just stop." I say.

"But maybe I want to know.. And I might want a piece of that pizza." He says.

I laugh a little bit than put my angry face back on and say," stop it I'm suppose to be mad at you."

"Why are you mad at me?" He asks.

"Luke you hurt me.. Really bad. When you came to rescue me from that place I felt so happy to know you actually cared about me. But I was thinking and I realized you don't actually care. You never did." I start crying and he is looking at me with a frown on his face.

"That's not tru-"

I cut him off and say," I had a dream about you last night Luke." He is staring at me now. Which makes me feel uncomfortable.

I just want him to go away. "What was it about?" He asks me.

"I got kidnapped again but this time it was Thalia that was torturing me..." I pause for a minute to prepare myself for what I'm about to say next," it was you Luke. You were the one torturing me." I say looking down at my crossed legs on my bed.

He frowns. "And when I was being tortured when me and Calum got kidnapped... One of my fears was about you. I thought oh my gosh I can't believe I'm scared of Luke. But then you got shot and you started bleeding a lot and I screamed so loud it made my voice crack and my throat hurt.

"I tried running for you but whenever I thought I got close you were even further. I realized I'm not scared of you. I'm scared of losing you." I say.

"Oh." Is all he says.

"Yeah." I say. "You can have the pizza I'm not even hungry." I say.

"Okay. Thanks Clary." Luke says. I stand up from my bed and open the door for him signaling I want him out of my room.

He gets up and comes up to me. He looks into my eyes and I look into his. He then opens his arms up and I gladly take them. We just stand there hugging for at least 10 minutes. I finally pull away and hand him the pizza.

I close the door behind him and get in my bed. This doesn't change anything about how I feel about Luke though. I'm still pretty angry but not as much. I actually think were back to being friends again. With that last thought I fall asleep.