Broken (Shuhua)

part 14

At night
Soojin pov
Im so glad that shuhua pick me to be her roommate. I can't help but feel guilty for neglecting our youngest I admit at time I do get annoy with her due to how clingy she can get but right now all I want is for her is to be like before and rather than pushing her away I would embrace her showing love.
We were both getting ready for bed and I can't help but notice shuhua was readily anxious as if something was worrying her
Shuhua,I call her anything bothering u ?
She just shook her head in response
Come here uk u dun have to keep it all in as it okay not to be ok u dun have to hide it in I always here as well as ur other unnies
The moment she come closer I pull her into a hug just thankful that she getting better when all of the sudden I remember
Shuhua, have u eaten ur medicines today?
She hesitantly reply no idw to
Shuhua, u have to it will help u get better how about u eat ur medication
Then we watch a movie tgt to which she agree
I then went to grab her med and water before heading back to the room only to find her deep in thought
Shuhua here u go I say breaking her thought
She grumble a little before swallowing the medicine after ensuring she ate all of them I then play a movie cuddling shuhua the entire time.
Not long after she was already asleep due to the meds. I began stroking her hair noticing her scars from harming herself How much pain much she have been to actually cut her self the scar were extremely deep as though it was made intent to kill someone or even ripping them apart I thought
About 30 min after I feel sudden movement from shuhua, she was shaking terribly sweats appear on her forehead
I quickly grab a towel dapping in on her forehead and use my other hand to hold one of her hand whispering into her ear shuhua calm down it just a dream ... After awhile peace seem to found her she stop shaking and were sound asleep.and I can't help but feel extremely worry for her has she been like that all this while why didn't anyone notice we certainly fail as her unnies I scold myself reminding me to bring it up tmr to the rest of her unnies before lying down beside shuhua cuddling her falling asleep