Addict - mattia polibio

stuntin like my daddy p1

Sometimes when I get really high, I kind of think I'm psychic.

When Victoria Marquez was 11 years old she found her mom's porn collection her mom, Callie was obsessive her dad always said that's who she got it from. Then she quickly realized that the colored cases and placement were no accident. It was an elaborate code, one to make sure no one fucks with her shit.

Most videos were the same thing to drink, make small talk, and then her mom would fuck the shit out of some fucken whore.

By 12, she had adopted a rigid diet and workout style within a year, her body fat dropped from 23% to 6%.

She joined the cheer team as a freshman and quickly Excelled

By years end she was not only the star flyer on her team but the cheer captain.

She loved the crowds the Pats on the back the cheers the feeling of doing good and being watched all the time.

But she hated being in the locker room she hated how casual her fellow friends walked around being naked . how to talk to her with their boobs hanging out. She made a concerted effort to always maintain eye contact during her conversations but every now and then, she'd forget, an accident catch somebody with their nipples hard

Her older brother Nate was a fuck up. She could tell her mom and dad hated him. He didnt talk to his dad that much. But they didnt need to. They had a good relationship.

She didnt like her father either. He was weak. And a pushover plus he didnt take care of himself.

She made a long mental checklist about things she disliked and likes about men.

She likes loose laced shoes. For some reason no hair on their arms. Nike socks. Hated kankles. Nice body. Especially Good posture.

Thags one of the first things she noticed about Alejandro. He was perfect. He'd walk her home from school every day. And it made vic feel good to know if anything happened to ale she could tell her brother nate and he would protect her and him.

She knew the world was full of girls who wanted to hurt ale and destroy him mentally.

Girls who would scream out the windows of cars at him. College girls and guys who wouldn't think twice before drugging him. She didnt even like to think about it.

She did however love to think about the things he'd do to protect her.

"You know if anyone tried to hurt you I would have them killed in a heartbeat".

Vic liked the thought of having a family with alejandro. But he can be a real dick sometimes. Like at the party.

But she knew she had anger issues I mean doesnt every teenage girl. It's not like anything in her life she could trace it back to, it was just... Who she was, and who she'd always be.

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It was the first day of school my heart was racing. I made a new best friend and for the first time since getting out of rehab, I was feeling good about the world.

2 DAYS PRIOR

"Wanna Get High"

" didn't you just get out of rehab "

"Yes..."

" should I be concerned"

"Maybe" I giggled.

" feel like this is a bad idea"

" I kind of disagree "

I know you're not allowed to say it but, drugs are kind of cool. I mean, they're cool before they ruin your skin and your life... And your family... that's when they get uncool. it's actually a very narrow window of cool