Girl With Fake Smile

Chapter 3

I wake up with the sun rays entering my room and I knew that it would be  my mother who let's me to awake. I look at watch and I saw I have around forty minutes. So I walk slowly continue reading half girlfriend novel since I will only takes around ten minutes if I walk straight. So I walk slowly taking more time by reading on my way.

I walk reading novel and smiling myself untill I bump with something hard and my novel fall on groud. I pick up cursing ...what a shit..and when i stand up I saw  Namgay, one of my classmates.
He has got a brown eye which makes him to look attractive. He is not really tall but compared to me he is tall. My face became red from feeling embress by cursing on someone while it's my fault.

I said so..r..ry.. and start walking while he grab my hand . I freeze there in blank.
Then he talk me back "actually am sorry.  You were smiling at book and you were giving full focus on your book. So I thought of scaring you but seems like your not at all." He said looking into my eyes.

"Umm..it's okie why I should scare about something like that. I was used to it as  I always bumped on something whether it's rock or tree as I always had a habit reading while am walking. My mom too used to scold me a lot but I had become that a habit and I like it."  I said with fake smile not looking into him.

 "Where are your friends and I always saw your keeping distance from them and if not your always alone. why?" He asked me.
I just said "I like to be alone" and then I walk away without waiting for him. I can hear him shouting for me to wait but I don't care.

I walk into the class and take out my notebook which I will be having my first class for toady. I sit at my chair.   I have no idea how school starts and it's already last period and it's English class.
My English teacher is a strict where she like to keep a short hair. I think I should say, she is not fat nor thin but with fit. All students used to try running away from her whenever they saw her, mostly girls do as madam would always strict to rules when it comes to girls. But still I like her and I never used to try running away from her, not even once.

She would always lean against door before entering class, with big eyes resting her spectacle on her nose. May be she enjoy the moment how students spend their time when there is no teacher in class.

Class started and it's ending and it's was last period where I was happy that class is ending and am excited  to go for evening prayer after class. I like praying a lot. It take around thirty minutes at the most. As bell rang I took out my rachu and walk out of class with my friends . We  do our prayer at dinning room. All students sit down at our own place as it's already given at the first day of school. Soon prayer starts and it end soon.  I can feel like it's only taking five minutes though it's around thirty minutes, maybe because  I enjoy praying.

I again walk back to my class and put my rachu in bag and walk out of the class. When I reach at gate I can see someone calling my name. I didn't look back and I keep on walking. I know that it's Namgay  from his voice, the same boy whom I bumped this morning. So I just keep on walking until he reach besides me. He tease me as Dorji, who is my classmates again and also his friend. I blush at what he say.

Suddenly I spoke  "who the hell tell you to tease Tshewang? We didn't even talk much nor we have contact. So please don't tease us. And if he know that we are teasing he may not even look at me." 

But he keep teasing me as Tshewang. I walk faster leaving him behind.

From inside I really feel myself happy as from the class nine itself I had crush on him  but I don't want him to know that I had crush on him , so I didn't share to anyone nor I have someone to share too. So I just love him all by myself.

I wonder how does he know about that and why is he suddenly teasing us? Did Tshewang said something about me? I couldn't stop thinking those nonsense questions from my head .
 Before we would stay as strangers but now he is teasing me and he always talk to me. I actually hate when someone talk to much.

Without thinking much I went house and throw my bag into my room when I reach home. I enter kitchen to have dinner as am starving as always. I always used to eat food after I reach from school without even changing my dress. I  search for my mom inside house but I couldn't see her. So I just assume that she might be in garden doing some gardening.

After that I enter my room and do some homework. But I couldn't think about why Namgay tease me and Tshewang. So I just tell myself not to thought more and I sleep after am done with homework.