Gabbye Nelson

The Feeling

There's this feeling I get when I'm around, talking to you, texting you, anything to do with you I get this feeling. This feeling I don't really know how to describe but I'll try. When I'm doing said things I get the feeling that's right. That your the one for me, my future children, their future children. Your just flat out the one. You make me smile everyday, sometimes you don't get to see it but you do. My gut starts to twist and turn whenever I think of you. Your the reason I'm still walking and breathing on this earth. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have done a lot of things. You cause me to do things I can't explain. You cause me to do and say things that I don't have an explanation for. You cause my heart to stop whenever I'm around you. I feel so right around you but yet I feel like I get butterflies every time I talk to you. I don't know how to breathe right when I'm around you. I love you and when I say that I really mean it from the bottom of my heart. You make me feel like I'm the only guy that matters to you and it makes me feel like I'm one in a million. You say I'm the sweetest guy you've dated but I don't see it I can't see it. I mean I'm not perfect I've hurt people before and I'm afraid I'll hurt you. You give me this feeling that I don't even understand. Every time we talk it's like we talk for the very first time.

When it old you I wanted to do the army you said do it. But inside I knew you scared that if I did I'd get hurt. So I made you tell me how you really felt about it. I won't you to always tell me what you think. I don't care what the answer is just tell me. You won't ever hurt me, the only way you could is if you left me. But I think we both know that isn't going to happen. Your awesome, your my best friend. With you I don't need anyone else. The plan that I make for my life isn't just going to be for me it'll be for you to. If we are going to plan big, then I need to work big (if you know what I mean).

Yes sometimes I do get upset at you. But you also get upset at me. That's just part of being in a relationship. No relationship is perfect and never will be perfect. I just know that we are perfect for each other, and it'll stay that way until one of us or both of us pass away. But even we will see each other in the spiritual realm. That's just the way life works. I'm not religious,I'm never will be. But that don't mean I don't love you lol. I know you don't believe in the religion thing either. Maybe my mom will be happy that I'm with someone like you. FINALLY a girlfriend I can take home to mom.

I've always wanted to be able to do that. But I couldn't cause wither she was a whore. Or they where heavy drug users. Or they lived in a completely different state.