Fetish For Love

Fetish For Love- 31

                                    Josephine POV
"Are you going to tell me where you get those bruises from ?" He grabs my arm stopping me from going to his room.

"Hero I'm tired let go of me."

"You came back with these bruises so who did them ?" i scoff, "No one Hero, I told you I'm clumsy so I kept accidentally hitting myself on the corner of the bed or table.

"I saw the bruises in your inner thighs how the fuck you get bruises there."

"Don't know ! I always wake up to bruises in my body it happens to everyone now fuck off." I yank my arm quickly walking to his room. "Jo" he groans running after me.  "Unless you fucked someone while you went out of town for thanksgiving."

"You can't be fucking serious right now." I chuckle shaking my head."I am serious that's the only way you can get bruises in your inner thighs by fucking someone rough."

"Well I didn't fuck anyone now shut the fuck up. You're giving me a headache." I sit down on the bed rubbing my legs. It's been a week since thanksgiving, and all me and Hero have been doing is argue. "Jo I'm talking to you."

"What" I snap, "you know what whatever don't come running to me crying over some dumb shit." He walks out slamming the door. I cover my hand letting out a sob. I should've gone to London with Hero anything to avoid what happened when I went out of town. I grab extra clothes and a towel dragging my body to the shower. I slowly undress myself, I stare at my reflection, the bruises laying on my chest, arms, thighs, breast, neck. I turn on the water to hide my sobs. "Jo" Hero knocks on the door.

I clear my throat wiping my tears away. "Yes" I raise my voice quickly going inside the tub. "I'm going inside okay ?" Before I can respond I already hear the door being opened.

"Can I join you ?" I hear him say. "I- uhh, I don't know." I can already feel my eyes watering, my voice becoming weaker. My knees feeling weak. I just want to be holded by him, his presence just makes me feel safe, this warm unexplainable ache that at the same time hurts. The day I needed him the most where was he ? Drinking getting wasted not once did he check on me. My thoughts are being interrupted by Hero pulling me to his chest. His long arms being wrapped around my waist pulling me closer to him.

My tears stop at some point, they just become numb. My thoughts are numb. "Jo look at me." He firmly grabs my chins forcing me to look at him. "What ?" I force my voice to come out strong- but I fail terribly my voice cracks at the end. Hi slightly pulls away his eyes trailing down my body eyeing it. I push myself against him hiding my body.

"Is this why you don't want me to see your body ? You have a tone of fucking bruises Jo." He pushes his hair back looking a bit irritated. I break. I can't this no more. I sob looking at my feet. "What happened last week Jo." After a couple of seconds of silence he curses under his breath. "Fuck" He wraps his arms around me. "Let's get out the shower, yeah ?" His voice is shaky but calmed. I nod not saying a word.

He turns off the water, he gets out handing me a towel. I quickly wrap it around my body. "Does your mom know ?" He wraps the towel around his body.

"Know what ?" He clears his throat, "Jo answer me this, did a guy -"

"No Hero why the fuck would you think that !." I know I shouldn't be embarrassed of what happened but I completely am. I can't even stare at my own body. I'm pushing people away. I'm pushing Hero away.

"You did." He stares at me.

"I didn't." I scream, "The truth or I'm calling your mom."

"Call her I'm telling the truth." My heart is racing fast. I can hear my heart beating rapidly. I know I shouldn't be lying but I'm so embarrassed. I don't think I'll ever be able to tell anyone what happened.

"Jo look-" his voice cracks, "it's okay you can trust me." He whispers. I slowly look up at his eyes. He says no words, all he does is hug me.

Author Note
Hope ya like the song I added <33
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