Too much pressure and stress
Some of the times depressed
But I have to keep this fake smile
I have to keep everyone happy
While on the inside I suffer
I fill up with anger and sadness
On the outside Im whole
While inside broken
But I keep my fake smile through the day
And make it seem I'm OK
I'm OK
I'm fine
I say but I really want to scream out
I'm not OK
I'm not fine
I'm broken and just want to be whole
I know its sad but true
And everyday I fake a smile
I feel more and more broken
Please help
I'm not OK or fine
Yes my family loves me and I have friends
But somehow I still feel lonely
Somehow I feel useless and ugly
Somehow I feel broken and unloved
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME
No one knows how I worry
No one stops to ask me if I'm really OK
But I have to be strong for my mom
For my brothers and sister
For my uncles
For my family
If not for them I would crumble right now
I would wither like a flower
Which is true
But somehow I still have a hole in my chest
That nothing can fill
Will it ever be filled
Will I ever feel whole
I don't know but I do know
Although I'm empty I'm OK
Anything I said was just nothing
I'm fine and OK
Don't worry I will continue smiling
For my family and
For the sake of not falling
For the sake of not giving up
And getting stronger so one
Day I will be able to smile a true and happy Smile
The End
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Poems i make at 3am
RandomThese are poems I made that helped me express my feelings. I just make them when I really wanna cut. But instead I use words to release my stress. Hope you like it if anyone sees or read this 😅😅 Also updates will be random I think ☺❤
