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What a waste you are~ suna x reader

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this story starts off with you and an abusive boyfriend that you finally let go of, to cope with the pain you decided try smoking, you find a plug and eventually you fall in love, turns out that plug is in fact the one and only S U N A <3 the reader...

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by limondude

by limondude

art credit : artsiceli on twitter

!TW! ABUSE, BLOOD, STRONG LANGUAGE

BITCH.
FUCKING IDIOT.
DIRTY SLUT.

those are the things he usually calls me..
today was the day i was going to call the police and report him. i have always been scared, him coming to my place and beating me until i bleed. around a month ago i started to feel.. numb? it felt like the pain wasn't.. pain anymore. it felt normal? but today. he said something.. i couldn't handle. all the pain came back, i started caring again.

"cry about it"

why did that phrase hurt so much. how can 3 words effect me so deeply. let me explain.

*4 hours earlier*

"whats wrong bitch why the long face?"
he snickered at the comment he made and kicked me again.
"get off the floor you dirty rat"
i did as instructed to get everything over with.
"what is wrong with you"
he looked at me in disgust. how dare he say those words to me. HIM? i wanted to end him right then and there.
"what arent you.. why arent you crying anymore."
he backed away slowly and put his hands in his pockets. i stared at the floor ignoring everything he said and did.
"i want you to listen to me very carefully."
he walked up to me and put his hand on my head, pulling my hair so i would face him.
"why"
i asked him with the most blunt expression. i wanted to know why he was doing this to me, not because i wanted to know, i didnt care anymore, i just wanted to see what he said.
"because your pathetic."
he kneed my jaw causing me to fall on my back.
"cry about it."
i paused. i stopped everything. i dont know why, it just all came flooding back. i went to cover my face with my hands only to realize i was crying. why did that phrase cause this..? i was numb for so long and it all came back with 3 words.
"your getting boring, were over."
and with that he kicked me one last time and slammed the door. i got up slowly. i thought for a minute and realized, this shit bag is supposed to make me feel bad? fuck him. i layed back on the floor and stared at the ceiling. yea, i gave ip on feelings.. i gave up again. i was officially numb once again.
" i need help "