Realization

Two years in from book three

Asami was in her office trying to draw some blueprints of her new idea. She just have finished talking to Tenzin and Jinora about a way to rebuild the city's infrastructure without upsetting the vines. On her way back she thought about the other conversation she happened to overhear.
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Asami was extremely drowsy after work and talking with the airbenders so she decided to go staight home. She was walking down the hallway on her way out when she heard voices. Tenzin's and Penma's to be precise. Asami stopped in her tracks to listen in despite knowing that it was wrong.

"How has korra been doing?? Is she getting any better?" Asami eyes widened when she heard korra's name. Tenzin visited Korra??

"She's fine. I've been told that she should be coming back in a few months time." Not listening in any further than she's suppose to Asami left. Korra told me in one of her letters that she was on her feet again. If she's coming back that means she must be able to go into the avater state right? That's probably why she hasn't written to me again. Asami ran past the airbender children quickly waving goodbye to them.
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The thought of Korra coming home brought a smile to Asami face. Korra's really coming home. Team avatar will be together again. Asami shook her head of her thoughts and continued working on her project. The sound of the door opening distracted her but still didn't look up. "Are you busy?" a figure clad in blue stood in the door. This caused Asami to look up at the sound of the voice. "Korra!!" her eyes opened in disbelief and stood up with urgency. Korra stepped further in the room. "Hi." she awkwardly waved. Asami went over to the girl taking note of her appearence.

"Korra! You're here!"

"Yep i am."

"When did you get back?" Asami engulfed the water tribe girl in a hug. In which Korra lightly returned. "I just arrived not so long ago." They both let go and stared in each other eyes.

"And look at yourself. You can walk!"

"Hehe yep....... Asami, I......" Korra looked up at asami slightly blushing. She reached out her hands to cup Asami face. "I missed you so much...." It was asami's turn to blush. Her hands.. "I....I missed you, too....." Korra still held her hands on each side of Asami face. Both of them looking deep in each others eyes. Korra....Why am i feeling like this? I don't understand. Is it right to feel like this? Korra shifted and leaned in towards the vixen. I...... Each moment passed with them inching closer and closer. It seems this went on forever until lips finally met. Korra held asami tighter and began kissing more fiercely. Asami felt korra bite on her lower lip. Oh spirits! A groan came from one of their lips. Neither of them not sure from whos but it did. Korra licks asami bottom lips in permission to enter. Hesitant the engineer parted her lips causing korra to engage in the kiss further. Korra delved her tongue in and wrapped it around the other. Her lips are so soft. Asami moaned softly as she said Korra's name. She wrapped her hands around her body. The kiss went deeper as Asami began sucking on korra's tongue. It was Korra that groaned into the kiss. "A-Asami...." Korra moved her hands down and began to roam. Her body craved for more. More low moans erupted from the vixen as she unwrapped her arms from korra's back and grabbed the back of her chesnut hair. They both stumbled back against the desk. The water tribe girl pushed the taller one more on the desk. Korra let out another gasp in pleasure at the action. The other fair-skinned hand moved urgently to her back and to the bottom of Korra's shirt. She tugged it up as much as she could in this position, and relished in any bit of soft caramel skin she could feel under her desperate fingertips. In response Korra moved one of her hands to the back of Asami's neck as she kissed her more passionately. Their tongues still danced with each other and once in a while it was sucked on. Making them moan and groan more with heat rising in their bodies. Korra broke the kiss and trailed her lips down asami's jawline to her collarbone. Then she licked her way back to the engineer's ear and started sucking on her earlobe. Asami body heated up even more as she let out a not so soft, strangled moan. She let her mind wander to what that tongue could do in other places, her senses and nether regions became flooded. Wait...are we really? Korra's hand groped asami's chest before unhooking her jacket. A louder moan came from Asami then. No!! Asami woke up abruptly panting and drenched in sweat. She could feel her face flushed as she sat up one hand hugging knees and the other holding up her hand. She still was panting trying to catch her breath. It was dark outside so her shadow could been seen. Asami sighed then hung her head. It was just a dream...nothing more. What in the hell kind of dream was that? She looked around recognizing the room as hers. I remember i went home after meeting with Tenzin. But what the hell did i imagine?

You love korra..

Yeah she's my best friend.

You're twenty two years old! Stop acting like a child by denying your feelings. Look at the type of dream you had about her!

I'm not!! Asami then remembers the dream that makes her have a shiver run up her body. Flashes of Korra's tongue with hers and soft but aggressive hands all over her body. I don't....She thinks back to all the times her and korra shared and how she felt. Nothing but warmth like she had with Mako but greater. She's only been devasted leaving Korra alone who's barely contacted her. But even so she'll go to no ends to help and protect Korra. She loves Korra....She loves Korra. I love Korra. Asami got up and turned on her desk light. She pulled out her drawer and got a pen and a piece of paper. How would she even react? Should i tell her while i have the chance? She may never come back again. Not thinking anymore she began to write.

Dear Korra,
I know i haven't wrote to you as much as often lately but rebuilding the city kept me busy. I heard that you was coming back to Republic city soon and i'm so glad to hear that. Actually there's something i need to tell you...I like you Korra. Not as in like you as a friend no i like you more than that. You're bright, confident, strong, beautiful, and the most compassionate person ever. I understand if you don't feel the same way. Or even want to end our current relationship....but please don't hate me. If there's any chance i would glad just to be friends. Just to stay apart of team Avatar still. Safe travels..

  Love, Asami

Asami put her pen down and looked down at the letter. Taking a deep breath she took the paper and put it in her drawer. She then turned off her light and went back to bed. I'm not gonna tell her through some stupid letter. What if that makes her never come back? Asami shook her head of negative thoughts and shifted so she could sleep. I'm not going to wait around to find out! I'm gonna do it on my own terms.

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Author note:
I tried to make it as long as possible but the fanfiction is very short so this is gonna be a short. I also thought it this did actually happened and Asami realized how she felt for korra. Like in the comics when she told korra she almost wrote to her about it in a letter so i tried to imagine what that letter would be about. Please comment and tell me how you feel about it because feedback helps me better.