Ice Fire and Insomnia (Dropped)

giving in

Todoroki knew Aizawa was either in the common area or his office so that made it easy for him. 

He checked the common area but he wasn't there so he made his way down the hall to Aizawas office and knocked on his door. A  "come in" came from inside the room.

Shoto opened the door is and said. "Hello Mr.Aizawa i was wondering if you had the key to lock my dorm room? Its kinda annoying when Bakugo storms in unannounced"

"I'm sorry Todoroki, they're being sent in the post so it'll be a few more days."

"Oh ok thanks Mr.Aizawa"  the scarred boy said; closing the door and walking out.

He made his way to the common area for a glass of water. All the girls and the "BakuSquad" was there.

Shoto quickly got his water and left.

He rushed back to his dorm. When he got inside his room he closed the door and placed the water down. He got changed into shorts and a T-shirt.  He got on his window sill again and used his ice power to it frosty and just sat there. Alone. Him and his dark thoughts.

Do it

No

Yes

No i can't! I promised Fuyumi and Natsuo

But they don't have to know. The razor is in your draw.

But-

Come on nobody will find out and it'll stop the emotional pain.

But for how long?

Until it doesn't help. Then you do it again.

But i can't let people see

And they won't if your sneaky about it now get down and get the damn razor

Fine..

Shoto gets down from window sill and walks over to his night stand.

He quietly opened it hoping nobody will hear him. There lied a razor. He picked it up and closed it again.

Trigger warning
He sat on his bed and pulled the razor across his skin. Blood slowly started seeping though. He went to do it again when Bakugo stormed in. Todoroki quickly dropped the razor and covered his cut with his hand.
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"H-hey Bakugo, how-how can i help you-?

"TODOROKI WHAT THE FUCK"

"Please don't tell anyone"

"THATS THE LEAST OF MY CONCERNS. WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOURSELF?!"

"Bakugo please, promise me you won't tell anyone"

"If i promise will you tell me why?"

"..yes.."

"Alright then. I promise. Also why do you hardly sleep and eat?"

"Bakugo I'll explain everything, later but please give me some time"

"Alright then"

Bakugo left Todorokis room. Shoto waited to hear the slam of his room mates door. When he did he went with his original plan. He was gonna freeze the door.

He placed his right foot down and the whole floor froze. He then kept going until the walls and ceiling was frozen to. The layer of ice was pretty thin so it could easily be broken. He stop about 6 feet away from the door and used his right hand. A hill of ice appeared in front of him and ice points where coming at him. He quickly backed away.

There was no way in or out of his dorm. He wondered what he was gonna do about school but it doesn't matter. As long as he keeps training he'll be fine.

Trigger warning
He picked up the razor again. He placed it on his skin and pulled it. Blood seemped through quickly after along with the stinging pain.
End of trigger warning

Todoroki through the razor across the room. He layed back on his bed a sighed. "I want to be a hero but i don't want to be mistaken for a hero like my dad like that bald guy at the hero licenseing exam. I'm nothing like my father... Or am i?