TinCan fan fiction

Everything is starting back

10:04 am
      It is really nice meeting back Oat again . I have always acted like a maknae infront of others , but meeting back with Oat , I felt like a hyung ... He seems to be doing fine too , after moving to bangkok .

Oat ; Can , are you free tonight ??

Can ; I think so , even tho I still have to finish up some assignments. Why ? Do u need anything else ? Feel free to tell me everything .

Oat ; Nah , I am doing fine here . I just want to know if you want to have dinner with me tonight . I found some really cool action movies showing on cinema . We can have dinner after the movie , just so you know 😅 .

Can ; yah , sure... why not ? I have been feeling kinda lonely these days . I would love it .. just text me the time and address , okay?

Oat ; haha .. fine .. and btw , why would you be feeling lonely ? Can I know , has always been cheerful and extrovert and cute , who wouldn't want to be friends with you?

Can ; I just don't feel good these days . Wait , you seriously think I'm cute ? I mean , you've always insult me that I have chubby cheeks and swollen thick lips .

Oat ; Can ... you seriously don't know how I was feeling about you back then ?

Can ; what??

Suddenly , his big hands cover my hands and my hand slid slightly into his hand . He stared into my eyes with those loving , warm hearted eyes . It was all getting weird , all of a sudden .

Oat ; ...... still don't know my feelings for you ??

My heart was beating loudly all of a sudden ...

Oat ; Can , Why do you think I was always waiting for you infront of ur house every morning to go school together ? Why do u think there was always pink milk tea , inside your locker ?

Nooooooo!!! It is beating hella loud . Thanks god , that he is not sitting beside me. I picked up my bag and the drink ,

Can ; ahh.... I think I gotta go , I just kind of remember now that I have class in next 10 mins .... so just text me the address ok? I still use the old number ... give me a call , huh? Bye ✋

Oat ; Can , wait .....

Oat was really surprised... and I have to quickly avoid the situation, before it suddenly turn into a confession... gosh ... how am I suppose to face with him tonight ? It is gonna be hella awkward ..

When I was about to get out of the cafe , I felt an intense stare from someone , which I feel from the corner of my eyes... and I noticed that it was Tin , without looking back ....

Zzzzzzz... Who cares ? He has already moved on with that girl .. And , I gotta moved on with my own life .

But that was really close !! My heart was seriously gonna burst out of my chest ...  I mean , I have always think of him as my friend and there was no other feelings aside from friendship !! I think I just have to tell him the truth, before giving him wrong hope .. Maybe my heart was beating the hell out , cuz it has been quite long after Tin breakup with me .. and it was just beating cuz someone is treating me like a priority after my first boyfriend ..

7:48 pm , Siam centre

It has been 30 mins , and Oat's still not here .. He already texted me that he has been stuck in the traffic , but it is starting to be quite boring , waiting for someone ..

Oat ; Can , I am really sorry !! The traffic was really bad .... and worst of all, there was an accident nearby , so I was stuck in the traffic for longer time .. Did you wait quite long ?

Can ; What do u think? This is my fourth drink... Normally , I would say It is okay , but not anymore .. My stomach has been asking for food since 5 pm , but I was quite later for our movie , so I didn't even eat anything ... Now , what are we gonna do ? The movie has already started since 30 mins ago .. Are we just gonna eat ?

Oat ; We can buy another ticket for 9 pm, if u still wanna look

Can ; nah it is ok... I have to get up early tmr ... so I think I should just have dinner and go back... Let's just eat

Oat ; okayyy I am fine with anything

So we have our dinner at the food court ...Oat was insisting to eat at a restaurant, to repay back for not coming on time ...,But I felt kinda bad to let him pay for me too, since I am a big eater ... I know my own limit , so I just ate at the food court ..

After buying drinks and a slice of red velvet and Cookie Monster cake , Oat walk me back to the dorm, since our dorm is just 15 mins far from Siam ..

We were talking and reminiscing about our old times and all of a sudden , Oat turned to my side ..

Oat ; Can , were you feeling uneasy when I was talking this afternoon , that u have to leave in a hurry ?

Can ; noooo it is not that ... I was really in a hurry ..

Oat ; then let me continue .. Do u know why there wasn't a single person who like you back in high school , when you were really cute ?

Can ; Was I cute , huh? Lol,. I didn't realize that ... but tell me , why ?

Oat ; cause ... I always chased away those who are into you... I want to be the one beside you back then . And I still want to be . I always want to be the one who walk you back home , and I like the fact that you relied on me a lot in many cases ... And , it wasn't a coincidence when we met this afternoon at ur uni... I was looking for you and searching news and updates about you... so when I heard that , I find a reason to come bangkok and now here you are , infront of me ..

Can ; I .... I .....

Oat; no just let me say ... I ... I like you . No ,., I have always liked you and will still like you... you don't need to give me an answer now .. I am not telling you to make you uncomfortable.. you never realize my feelings and I am fine with that .... but , all I just want to know is, did you really think of me as a friend , all this year ?

Can ; I ....: I don't know ..

Oat looked sad and pitiful and I could see he eyes are teary

Oat; it is fine , let's just go... we can still be friends right ?? Haha

Oat walk ahead of me , maybe to coverup his tears ...

What do I really think of him ?? I was always unsure about my feelings and was never sure about my decision ? Is it worth it to let go of Oat ?

I suddenly run toward him and

Can ; I ...

Oat ; Can ? What's wrong ?

Can ; honestly , I have always know that you liked me

P.S; I will be uploading the story once a week , since I finish my exam