I sat in the shower and thought about my life, I done went from- loving being alone, working alone and having my own space to being okay with having people around me all the time. And craving a warm body next to mine when I sleep, having somebody make me laugh on FaceTime and people constantly asking me if I'm okay, if I'm hungry, do I need something, and all of that. I honestly don't know how to feel, but I don't know if I should be happy. All good things come to an end and that's inevitable. I'm never scared but knowing that this might all just go poof, yea that pisses me off.
As soon as I got out of the shower and did the rest of my routine I went to cuddle with Kai, I found it funny that I'm creating a bond with my kidnapper. Because I don't want to admit it but I'm comfortable around him. I sleep better around him and smile more around him. I talk to him a lot, well in private. I hate talking
I looked up at his sleeping body and started messing with his face as I started pulling on his goatee he started moving around.
"Mmm move nobodyplsyinwityu." He mumbled eyes closed still sleep turning to face me, pushing me off his chest and laying on mine. So I started playing with his lips. Mostly his bottom lip, I pulled it down looking at his teeth smiling. His teeth so pretty.
"Ouch bitch." I mugged him as he bit the shit outta my finger. Looking up at me he chuckled.
"Stop being weird."
"Mmcht I wasn't being weird niggah. I was looking at your teeth."
"Gurl yu was rubbing my teeth with yuh fingers and playing with my lips."
"Yappity yap dont talk smack or what ever chef boy said." I looked down at him sticking my tongue out.
"Oh.....let's go get something to eat mama I know yu hungry." He tapped my leg for me to get up.
"K." I pulled out my wedgy and grabbed my crocs.
"Go put on some fucken clothes na." Kai looked at me like I was stupid
"What's wrong with what I got on bubba?" I questioned him giving him the same look he gave me.
"Ain nobody playing wit yuh..Go." He pushed me back in the room.
