From that day on, it hasn't gone away. My frown has turned to a permanent smile, my eyes are seeing a completely different view on life, and my heart no longer continues beating for only me. Honestly I don't even know if Max is human! How can a human make me feel completely different, and literally send my mind all different places? It's beyond me, but to be perfectly honest, I'm not going to change a thing!
Honestly it was a complete accident meeting him at that party. I mean, yes I was intoxicated. I'm actually pretty impressed with myself that I remembered his name, and that he still continued to talk to me, even after vomiting right in front of him. When I met Max, my first thought was;
'oh bonus, I finally have a decent guy who would be a great friend and be here for me when I need him, and I will be there for him when he needs me.'
I think I still feel the same way, I mean I hardly know him!
I receive a friend request and open it to see that it's from Max! I was waiting for a whole 3 days for that to happen. Not very long I know, but I thought he had just forgotten about what happened at the beach which hurt slightly.
Woah, I'm getting way too ahead of myself, all that happened at the beach was a conversation, and all that this is, is a friend request on Facebook.
All I can think about is how I want to kiss him, although it's weird because I don't feel like I want anything more with him.
I'm actually so strange, and am getting generally annoyed at myself for my thoughts.
I received a message from Max!
'you remembered?'
I'm not sure if he is trying to bring up how drunk I was and praise me up for remembering any of that night, or just happy about the fact I remembered him as a person.
The conversation flows so easily with Max, almost like we have known each other for a long time!
The conversation continued for a reasonable amount of time until I sent my last message to him
for the day;
'sorry, I have to go to dinner! chat tomorrow? x0'
and received a reply saying;
'no dramas, sure thing! xo'
I know it's really nothing, but honestly the smallest things made me smile. Even the excitement he showed in the message about talking tomorrow, or the simple 'xo' made me happy.
'dinners up!' my Mum yelled from the other end of the house.
I jumped up off my bed, obviously way to fast because I felt like I no longer had blood in my head. Walked down the hallway, which seems to be never ending when you have to walk down it for food, and took a seat at the table. Actually I didn't just sit at any seat, I sat at my seat which I sit at every single family dinner. Being at the end of the table made me feel like The Queen, I can see everyone, although the only down point is that the food at the other end of the table is untraceable! Huge tragedy I know.
"Thanks for dinner Mum!' I told my mum, who was sitting in her seat just to the left of me.
"Thats no worries love, your Dad helped out too! What are you so happy about tonight?' she asked me with a smile on her face acting as if she was going to find out all of my gossip!
"Well Mum... actually don't worry, you won't understand! No one would"
I told her, purposely getting her hopes up of finding out. She knows it's about a boy I can't just sense it, but she doesn't know what boy, and why that boy, or about that boy.
To be completely honest, I don't even know why.
