My ghost girl (lil peep)

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Y/n POV
I woke up to my phone blowing up I was confused until I looked at the messages
Unknown number
Hey it's Gus from the party
Unknown number
U should come over
Unknown number
Please baby I'm horny I need that mouth
Unknown number
Whatever I'll go fuck another bitch
Unknown number changed to gus 🐣
Y/n
Hey sorry I didn't answer your text I was sleeping u can come over if you want.
Gus 🐣
Nah I already fucked another bitch
Y/n
Ok now I'm glad I was sleeping and didn't come over your being a dick for no reason
Gus 🐣
How am I bing a dick your where sleeping and I wanted pussy so I got it from someone else
Y/n
Ok whatever if you still wanna fuck your can come over to my house if you want my address is 444 elm st
Gus 🐣
Nah I gotta go to the studio today
Read 2:34 pm
He was low key being a dick and trying to make feel bad for being asleep and not being up at 3 in the morning to give him pussy but honestly I didn't feel like picking a fight with him especially since we're not even dating and I literally just met him I was also felling kind of disappointed cause I've been a fan of him for a while. And have always related to his music and the pain in his voice. When I was 8 my dad died and So I was stuck with my mom who is a dick to me all the time for no reason and constantly call me a slut and a failure and there was my brother he moved out with a bunch of his friends when he was 16 leaving me alone with my mom. And ever since the we haven't really talked. I have also been through a lot with relationships I've been mentally abused, physically abused, cheated on, left for someone else and everything in between. It sucks only attracting terrible people all I want is to loved I was suddenly snapped out off my thoughts cause there was banging on my door I looked through the peep hole and I saw Gus I opened the door and before I could say anything he kissed me and pushed me against the wall I pulled away and said
" Gus what are doing here" totally forgetting that said he could come over "I was horny so I decided to come over cause you said I could" he said I wasn't really in the mood cause I was just depressed and just wanted to cry "I not really in the mood gus"
"Are you kidding you literally said to come over if I wanted to fuck then when come over you turn me down" he said he was kind of screaming witch made me kinda scared just cause of my past relationships
So I flinched and started crying "I'm sorry" I said threw my tears he just pulled me into a hug and let me cry on his shoulder "it's ok" he said "I'm sorry I just want to go lay down" I said I figured he would just leave but he didn't he walked back to my room and we cuddled until I fell asleep
Gus POV
When y/n started to cry I felt really bad I could see the pain in her eyes I really made me feel bad for what I said so I decided to stay we walked back to her room I layer down on her bed she placed her head on my chest and her arm rapped around me she eventually fell asleep but I didn't yet when she was asleep she move so the sleeve on the shirt move so I could see her wrist and I could see the cuts they looked pretty fresh I don't know how I didn't notice them last time. When I was looking at them I felt so bad the pain she had to have felt and knowing what she must have gone threw to want to end her life hurt soon I could feel a tear stream down my face I quickly wiped it off and decided to leave cause I don't want to catch feeling cause everything time I do I get hurt and I can't go through that again so I slipped out of her room and quickly left
Y/n POV
When I woke up gus wasn't there I thought maybe he went to go make food so I went and look in the kitchen and the living room rose was sitting on the couch watching family guy "what are you looking for?" She asked "oh nothing" she gave me that girl don't lie look "you know you can tell me" she said so I sat down on the couch and explained everything "listen girl I know his type there assholes just looking for a quick fuck" I knew what she was saying is true but it still hurt cause I think I might be catching feelings Jesus what is wrong with you y/n you literally have only seen him twice and doesn't even want to be with you whatever I walked back to my room and started crying cause I feel like no one wants me everybody just uses me for my body then I walked into my bathroom and grabbed my razor blade and cut on my wrist and thighs until I got a FaceTime call it was gus I decided to answer it and immediately regretted it he answer "hey ma why do you have blood on your hands are you ok?" He sounded kind of concerned but I knew it was probably just a lie and he didn't care "why do care"
I said in a bitchy tone cause honestly just wanted to die "are you cutting?" He said I immediately freaked out he probably saw my cuts on my wrist "what are talking about" "y/n I saw your wrist when you where sleeping are you ok" "why do you care all you want is my body so please just leave my alone" I said before hanging up I then without cleaning up crawled onto my bed and went to sleep then like 15 minutes later I was awoken by someone barging into my room......
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Who do you think it is?