Forgotten Love [Nicholas Alexander Chavez]

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Tell me that it's over, tell me that you mean it
This time was true
Tell me that I'm unknown
To you

Robin.

"Mimi, mimi wake up!" I open my eyes full of tears already knowing who that was.

"Dad? Oh my goodness! Oh my gosh!" I run up and hug him tightly as I started sobbing.

His warmth felt so real, like he was still alive. He takes my face and kisses me on both sides of my cheek like he always would do to wake me up, something I copied and did to...Nicholas.

"Will I be joining you?" I say accepting it.

"No."

"No!?" I say kind of sad about it.

"I'm sending you back because you have unfinished business. To make things lighter I'm gifting you a child. Even though the deal was to always..."

"Wait until marriage...but dad a baby? To make things lighter? Can you at least gift me my memory back? I feel trapped inside of a body that is suppose to be mine." I say as he shows me Nicholas, the love of my life kissing me on my cheek. "It's so weird because it's like I'm not living in my body. Why do I have an engagement ring, did Nicholas finally propose?"

Then I see another vision of another guy that I couldn't see the face of and Nicholas isn't in the room.

"W-Who..."

"Just know it's someone you need to stay far away from." My dad says and I sigh feeling overwhelmed.

"Can't I just go with you? I'm so tired of everything. These choices aren't even something I'd choose it's like someone else is in my body. Dad please... one minute I'm conscious of everything and my choices the next I'm blacked out and the other being is ruining everything." I begged.

"Mimi..." that is a nickname of mine since one of my middle names is Naomi and my dad wanted Naomi as my first name. "I can't. You still have a life to live and another life to look after. As angry as your sister is at you she loves you more than life itself same for your mother. I love you Robin. I always will and I'll be waiting for you."

I wake up back in the hospital bed so confused at why I was here. My mom was in here and Ryan were here sound asleep. So I snuck out of my hospital room and took my IV bag with me. I roam around the empty hospital and found a little store that was in this big hospital. I was looking around at what they had inside of it until I stopped and saw pregnancy tests. Something in me told me to take one so I bought two. Well stole two and snuck out bumping right into a boy that looked around my age.

"Robin I'm so glad you're okay!" He says loudly and I put my hand around his mouth pulling him with me.

"Shh!" I exclaimed.

We make it around the hall and I let go of him.

"Okay now who are you?" His face was so familiar but I had absolutely no clue.

"Ar-Are you serious?" He says as his smile drops. I felt so bad.

"I'm sorry..." I say. I felt like I was letting him down and I couldn't even fake it. I genuinely had no clue.

"No, no what do you remember what is the last thing you remember?" He says frantically.

"I ate food earlier today with my mom that Ryan made while we were getting ready for my engagement party. I was feeling unbelievably dizzy then and I almost past out but Ryan caught me and then we went to my engagement party and...am I suppose to be saying something else?" I explain.

"Yes! The part where we fucked and you remembered me and-and told me you still love me and I came back for you because you guys aren't meant to be!" He whisper yells.

"We what? I'm sorry, but as familiar as you look I think you have the wrong person." I say and I walk past him.

He follows me trying to stop me but I kept going ignoring him and his crazy accusations about us and having sex last week. I told him I was still in love with him? Be so for real.

"Please leave me alone! Whatever we had is done. My fiance is in my hospital room. That is the only guy I remember being with." I say as I showed my ring and he stops. "It's over."

I go into the woman's bathroom pulling out the pregnancy test and peed on it. I get out of the stall and set it on the counter as I was washing my hands.

After I dry my hands I go to pick up the pregnancy test. My mouth drops....I can't believe it.

I knew it, but I now started to believe the guy who claimed we fucked because what if this is his child?

I go out of the bathroom and didn't see him out here, thankfully, so I walked back to my hospital room still with my mom and Ryan both asleep and the sun was just rising. I sit on my bed and hold the pregnancy test tightly.

There's no way.

I quickly drink the water that was beside me that was Ryan's and wait a few minutes to force more pee out of me so I could take the second pregnancy test.

It's positive....I'm pregnant.

I come out of the bathroom and saw Ryan waking up he looks at me and smiles. I couldn't smile back because I was terrified. I touch my belly and started to get emtional and his smile drops.

"I'm pregnant..." I say as I held the pregnancy test in my hand.

My mom gasps and comes over to give me a hug. Along with Ryan. I look down at the test and look back up seeing someone looking through the window outside of my hospital room. Seeing it was that same familiar guy. He looks so hurt...I was feeling for the guy it was weird because I've never seen him in my life. His eyes fill up with tears and he walks off with his hood over his head. Something in me told me to go after him, but I didn't. I wish I knew why I had a wrong feeling about something, but I didn't know why. So there was no point but to forget him and worry about the new little family I'm about to start. But was I even ready for this baby?