My stubborn Alpha mate

Chapter 1

(Talking to your wolf and thinking)

Lily's POV

I stretched and yawned as I woke up. I looked at the clock. '1 am' I yawned one last time before getting up and getting a change of clothes. 'You're probably wondering why am I getting up at such and unholy hour. Well I always wake up this early. That way I can go for a quick run before I have to do my chores. It's the only time that I have to relax. Afterall I am the packs only omega. I'm not weak or anything, I'm actually the strongest female in this pack. I'm an omega because of what happened when I was 5 years old.' I jumped out of the window and started to climb down the tree and turned into my white wolf before I took off towards the woods.

'My parents were very loved by the pack and once upon a time I was too. But then one day they decided to take me to the lake near the pack house, but there was a rogue attack. My parents had died during it. And when the pack members came they tried to kill the rogues, but they got away. And in their angry and grief-stricken rage they turned on me. They blamed me for everything that happened and they made me their only omega and their personal punching bag. They've been like that for 11 years. I just turned 16 today, well technically I turn sixteen tomorrow, since I was born at midnight, but I would always celebrate the day before. And I pray to the moon goddess that my mate isn't in this pack. I don't want to be rejected or have to spend the rest of my life knowing that my mate is one of them.'

I ran through the woods for a bit longer before stopping and laying down to take a rest. 'I love being in wolf form, I feel alot more free when I'm in this form. And they won't beat me as badly when I am and sometimes they might not do it at all, but that's very rare.'

I was about to fall asleep 'But I know that if I do I'll be found and beat.....again. I wasn't able to walk for weeks after that.' I reluctantly got up and ran back to the pack house, but I changed behind a tree before going back to the house and climbed the tree. Once I was back in my room I checked the time again. '5 am' I sighed and stared to wrap the bandages around my chest to make it look smaller. 'Since the males here wouldn't hesitate to rape you, they did that with the last rogues that they captured, but they ended up being killed by our alpha, he raped them to death. He's been hitting on any and every female here since the attack. Our luna died during it, after she died it was like he was driven to the brink of insanity. And he's been extremely desperate to find a replacement, hitting on any and everything that he can, his son hits on everyone, so like father like son I guess'

I sighed and shook my head to clear my head of those thoughts. And I started to talk to my wolf luna. 'That run was relaxing.'

'That was a good run, but I'm sad that we came back. I was hoping that we could run as far and as fast as we could and never come back'

I sighed again. 'Luna I know that you hate it here, I do too, but we can't just leave. This is where our parents grew up and where they wanted to raise us.'

Luna whimpered at the thought of our parents. 'I don't think that they would want us to stay here if they knew what was happening to us here.'

'We wouldn't be going through this if were here right now, but the rogues took them from us. Just hang in there we'll leave one day for sure.'

Luna remained silent for a moment before nodding.

I laid down for a while taking a little nap.

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I just got finished washing everyone's clothes and it's time for me to make breakfast for the entire pack. 'This pack has about 36 people in all. Since some of them died during the rogue attack and other have left because this pack had no luna, or they were sick and tired of the alpha. I can't blame them either. He gets on my nerves too.'

When I entered the kitchen I quickly got out the frying pan and the waffle maker. I was making bacon, scrambled eggs, sausages and waffles with some fruit too.

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'It took me a while to make it but I think that I'm just about done.' I turned off the frying pan and I set the food at the tables.

When I was done I quickly ran up to my room and locked the door. 'Happy birthday Luna'

'Happy birthday Lily' I secretly wished that I was allowed to eat today but I wasn't.

I went to my bed and laid down for a bit. 'I wonder why today everything is quiet and calm today. Usually they'd bug me nonstop and if I was unlucky enough, the alpha would come to visit'

I just shook my head as I rubbed my temples. There was a sudden bang on the door that sounded more like someone was trying to break it down. It made me jump back in shock and whisper. "C-come in"

'Well speak of the devil' The alpha came striding into my room with a fry pan in hand. "Mutt" I flinched a little and eyed the frying pan, terrified of what he would do with it. "Yes, alpha."

He glared at me and growled before continuing. "You must attend my son's ceremony to find his mate." My eyes widened and I shook my head frantically. "With all due respect alpha, I do not think that me attending the ceremony would be good. Afterall, having me an omega and the most hated person in the pack come to such an important and serious event would look bad to the others. And it would be far away from you and everyone else, it'll be like I'm not even here."

I mentally rolled my eyes. I could hear luna whimpering at the mere thought of the alpha's son being our mate. I looked back up at my alpha to see that he was pondering the thought before nodding his head in agreement. "You're right, I can't have someone like you making a mockery of my son. You are not to leave your room after 8:00. The event is being held at midnight. Leave here and you're going to wish that the rogues had killed you too."

'We already do.' I nodded in agreement with my alpha, but more so luna. 'More than you'll ever know.' I added. "Moon goddess forbid that you end up as his mate, we'd either kill you or he'd reject you on the spot, either is fine with me. I'd much rather see you be strangled to death by me." To emphasize his point him quickly slipped his hands around me neck and started to choke me.

I started to struggle and claw at his hand. I eventually gave up trying to claw at him and I brought up my leg up and I kicked him in the stomach. He quickly let go and he clutched his stomach.

While he was doing that I was gasping for air. I quickly scooted away from him. He glared up at me for a bit, before smiling a sickening smile and after he quickly regained his posture he started to walk towards the door. He opened the door and said. "You'll pay for that mutt, you better be ready, I'll come for you later on and we'll have to go over what it means to respect your alpha."

And with that he left slamming my door behind him. I a we 'Let's just pray that he forgets about it.' 'Not likely, don't you remember last time he said that to a female?' I shivered and I had a look of absolute horror on my face. 'How could I forget? I had to clean up the leftover blood.' I shook my head clear of that thought. 'But luna, you're forgetting one crucial detail, he will be "busy" with other prior engagements both right after and during the party, so it should take him a while, I believe that I heard at least 10 females crying about it. So there should be nothing to worry about trust me. So you can relax now aright?'

Luna remained quiet for a bit before relaxing and nodding. 'I hope you're right.' 'I hope so too. I hope so too....' I released a breath that I didn't know that I was holding. 'I have a very bad feeling about this' I shrugged it off as a bad feeling as if it was nothing and decided to go to sleep.

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I yawned and stretched. As I got up I smelled a month watering scent that made both me and my wolf restless. I hesitantly got up and started to follow the scent. I walked down the hallway and stopped at the corner the scent coming from the other side. 'Please,please,please, moon goddess I beg of you, PLEASE do NOT let my mate be in this pack.' Luna whimpered as I peaked my head around the corner to see the alpha's son Rick. My eyes widened as I realised that he was.......