december 1st 2020
as of now, 8:00 pm, im just now writing this bc ive had no motivation.
today was hard, i dont feel good.
i cracked my ipad, its not that big of a deal, but i cried bc im at my breaking point.
my phone has been dead ALL day, its not charging, i dont have enough energy to get up and go charge it.
i slept through more than half of my classes.
today has been pretty rough but it could've been worse, yk you gotta dance while you cry.
i havent eaten yet, im scared to eat.
i love you, i dont have much to say if im being honest with you.
last night i had a dream about us, i dont remember much but i was upset and you held me.
my whole body is sore, i dont know why everything aches.
thats all for tonight, i love you.
stay strong, for me, for you, for both of us.
