Love Can Be Complicated... Especially When You Are Jake Pitts Sister!

Chapter 16: Please dont go!

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Ashley's POV
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"Excuse me but which one of you is Mr. Pitts?" I woke up to a Doctor looking for Jake. He had an upset look on his face. I could feel something was not right.

"That would be me. Is Zoe okay?" Jake said standing up.

"I am sorry to tell you she will probably not make it. The hit she has had on her head has damaged her brain pretty badly. It would be a miracle for her to make it the night. You may all go in and say your goodbyes." When I heard those words I felt like someone had just ripped out my heart. What is going to happen to me?

I looked to see Jake in tears and the guys comforting him, they looked like they were almost to cry too. That's when I lost it i just cried and cried. I looked across at Jake who looked a little more calmed down. or at least he was not crying as much. Jake stood up looking at us all.

"I am going to go in now but I want to be alone for a moment call me in 10 minutes and you can all come in then." We all nodded and watched him walk away. I just sat there looking at my phone. I couldnt help but look through photos of us and texts from her. I dont know what I am going to do.

"Ashley are you okay?" I heard a little girl say. I looked up to see Ashlie. She her eyes were red and puffy and she looked like she had been cryin. A lot.

"I'm fine what about you?" I didnt want to tell her what was going on. She looked bad enough already.

"My mommy" She started to cry. I picked her up and sat her on my knee. I looked at the guys, they were confused but I just left them thinking. "Sh-sh-she is dead" She was clutching onto my shirt like her life depended on it.

"I am so sorry. Where is Liam?" I asked.

"He has locked himself in the toilets he wont come out." She said looking up at me. She had stopped crying but she looked so sad.

"Do you want me to get him for you?" I asked.

"Please"

"Do you want to stay here with Andy, CC and Jinxx?"

"Okay" She said I stood up still holding her and walked across to the guys who were 5-6 seats away.

"Guys this is Ashlie with an i-e not y" I remembered what she said earlier. She looked at me and giggled. "She is a fan and her brother has locked himself in the toilets. Can you look after her while I get him?"

"Sure" Andy said. I passed her across to Jinxx becuase he is the one I trust the most. He is most responsible.

I started to walk towards the toilets. It was a quite far away. I was walking down the hall when I passed the room where Zoe was in. I looked in the window to see Jake holding her hand crying.
I could feel some more tears coming to my eyes. I started to walk to the toilets trying to forget my problems but it was too hard to do that. I got to the toilets and tears were pouring down my face. I walked in and there was one cubicle closed. I was guessing that was where Liam was.

"Liam?" I said knocking on the cubicle door.

"Wh-what d-do you want?"

"Its Ashley come out please." I said trying to wipe away the tears before he came out. Just as I did the door opened and Laim came out. He was in a mess he had red, puffy eyes.

"Are you okay?" I said as he walked over to the sink.

"I-I'm fine. What about you? You dont look to good."

"I think so" I said leaning against the wall.

"You dont look it. Did Ashlie tell you what happened?" he said sitting up on the sink counter.

"Yeah, Im sorry to hear."

"How's your girlfriend?" At this I could feel the tears forming in my eyes.

"They dont think she is going to make it" I said. I could feel a tear rolling down my cheek.

"I am so sorry Ashley" He got up off of the counter and hugged me. I hugged him back because I didnt really know what to do. I also really wanted a hug to comfort me.

"I am sorry about your mom too" I said. He nodded and walked across to the door.

"You want to go, these toilets smell pretty bad." He laughed. I just nodded. We walked along the corridor until the guys were in sight. Jinxx was gone but CC and Andy were still there. They looked up to see us and Ashlie was lying there asleep.

"Hi" I said weakly sitting down.

"Hey" They replied.

"This is Liam, Ashlie's brother." Liam just gave a smile andpicked up his sister off Andy's lap.

"I had better start going now. I need to go visit my aunt. Thanks for looking after my little sister though." He said turning around.

"Bye" We all said.

"Where is Jinxx?" I said a little confused.

"In Zoe's room Sammi is there too. Jake went outside to tell his parents." CC said

"Oh, okay. Can I go in next? But on my own."

"Sure." Andy said. I stood up and walked to her room. I opened the door slowly to see Jake and Sammi sitting there.

"Hi" I said weakly.

"Hey" They both said.

"Do you think be alone with her? If it is okay with you two?" I said looking down to my feet.

"Sure" Jinxx said. Him and Sammi looked at Zoe and walked out.

I walked across to the chair next to her bed and sat down. I held her hand and I just let all my feelings out. I cried and cried and cried more. I trully loved her. More than anyone else that I have loved. This time it was special and I had never felt so happy in my life when I was around her and now...She will probably never wake up.

"Zoe, if you hear me please wake up. You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life and I dont want to lose you. Please I love you." I whispered . I set my head down on the bed, still holding her hand. I stopped myself from crying and I just whispered how much I loved her.

10 minutes past and I felt terrible. I couldnt stop thinking about how much I would miss her and how much I misseed her at this moment and also how much I would miss her in the future.

"I love you Zoe and I dont want to loose you. You were the best girlfriend I have ever had. Please. Please dont leave me to face everything by myself. Please. I have never loved someone as much as i have loved you. I will never forget when the band was on tour and one night we walked down to the park and we were on the swings. I remember that was when I asked you to be my girlsfriend and you just seemed so happy. I dont want you to leave me. My best memories were with you and I dont want you to go. I want to have more of those memories and I want to grow old with you. Please just...wake up."

"Ashley?" I looked up to see Andy standing in the door way. I looked up at him. "I didnt know you two were going out." He said sitting in the seat next to me.

"Nobody did. We didnt want to tell anyone because if Jake knew we didnt think hew would be happy. We were waiting until the right time to tell everyone. I miss her. I want to see her smile again." I said. I was holding back the tears. I really didnt know I was this emotional. But I am going to loose one of the best things ever in my life.

"I gotcha buddy dont worry." I just nodded and looked back at Zoe. How can I loose her?