The sun was shining brightly where it's rays enter through every hole of my class , scattering it's warm through whole class. As usual I was sitting on my seat. I can hear some boys and girls shouting at the top of his or her voice.
It was first and biology class. Biology tearcher leave the class after instructing us to de self study without making much noise as it will disturb others. I don't have mood to study in class where others students were shouting. I prefer to study in quiet.
I went out of class and study at my favourite place near science lab until bell rang for next class. Most of the subject tearcher let us to do self study. It was sixth period and the day went without knowing how it end. Now we only had a week to start exam.
It's English class, and English teacher said that she won't be stay at class as she got something to do. So she leave the class with assignment to be done during class time. I was done with the assignment and I was thinking of studying chemistry. I take out my chemistry textbook and start studying. While I was studying I heard someone talking to my desk mate Kelzang. I don't bother to look up.
I start with my study, when I heard someone talking to me. It was Namgay. I stare at him with mouth wide open.
"Close your mouth before thousands of flies enter through your mouth" he said with smirk in low voice so that only I can hear
. I blush at what he said. "Why are you here?" I ask him.
I thought to myself what others will think about us sitting together like couple . He interrupt my thoughts asking me what I'm thinking about. I just told him that it's nothing.
He took pencil which I was holding and start writing something on my rough book. I was shock at what he wrote. Still I can't believe and see it closely with my eyes wide open.
I saw there written, I LOVE YOU❤️ Samten. My heart starts to beat faster. He look at me smiling with full of love. I don't know what to say.
" umm... don't joke with me. Love is not joke to me" I said looking at my book.
He again starts to write something. This time he wrote, PLEASE ANSWER MY PROPOSAL. I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR REPLY❤️ . I don't know what to say. I just nod at him.
He soon got up from chair and announced to the whole class saying that I'm his girlfriend. The whole class look at me in shock. I can see Dorji looking down at his book with sad. I just stay still on my sit thinking that it's not true. It's him only who propose me.
Still I can't get away my love towards Dorji. I really love him a lot. And I know that he too had some feelings towards me and he will approach me one day. I am willing to wait for that one day. I said to myself.
Bell rang for class over where every students rush out of class on their way towards home. I pack my book into bag and leave the class as well. I can see jealous and anger written over Dorji face when he was walking over me.
I just smile at how he act. Though we weren't talking nor dating like others couple but we know that we are mean for eachother. But sometimes I feel sad about how I'm being treated by my friends and family except mom. My own father even leave me and who will want to stay by my side.
Still I'm not sure why my sisters and brother blame me for my father's leaving and his death. May be it's because all those of things happen after I dies is what I can assume. Whenever I ask my mom about my father, she would start to cry.
This is when I'm in class three, I ask about my father. All she do was crying without uttering a word. It hurt me to see my mom crying, so that when I decide to stop asking about past and to stay in present.
I assume that she will once when the time comes and when she is ready to share.
Namgay is walking with me asking for my reply. I would always change subject whenever he ask me for answer. Day by day, I can tell that I'm getting close to Namgay. He often used to visit at my house to do study with me after class and during weekends. But, still I haven't answer to his proposal.
Others may think that I'm stupid to let someone wait and not accepting his proposal who care for me a lot. But, I still have my unfinished feelings left for Dorji. He is my love at first sight as well as my first love. How can I forget my first love? I wish Dorji to propose me soon but he didn't. I really want to propose to him but I can't. If I girls proposed to boys, many would consider that girl as low divinity. I can't lose my dignity and I don't want others to talk about me when they already hate me.
Every morning I would walk with the hope of seeing Dorji but I would get message being written on my table by Namgay as I Love You .
Tomorrow is the first day of exam. So I want to wish Dorji a best of luck but he was no were to be seen after school. I hope him too wish me good luck but he didn't. I laugh at how I love him without knowing whether I should cry feeling sad or angry. I want to cry but I cant. Now I start doubt about whether he love me or not? I again laugh at how I assume someone love me when I was the only one who love him. I want to shout why he can't love me back?
When I was walking alone sheding my tears, I hear Namgay calling me. I always wait or either he will wait for me so that we can go home together but today I want to be alone. So I just walk without waiting for him. Still I start walking until he grab me by my wrist.
He ask " what happen? Is something wrong?" With worried.
I said, " I'm okie. It's just that I'm not feeling well."
He escort me home until I'm in my room. Thank god, luck was on my side. No one was at home. If my mom saw me in this condition, she would brush out into tears which I hate the most. So I sleep on my bed s thanking him for walking with me till my room. I sleep for a while.
When I woke up, I can hear some noise from sitting room which I assume they all are back. I got up thinking about my exam tomorrow. I start studying English as tomorrow it's my English exam. After studying for a while, I went to my mom if she need any hand.
I saw two sisters were sitting on sofa plying with mobile phone. There was no sign of brother, which I assume again as he may be is still out. They at leat start to talk with me. I no longer feel uncomfortable being around with them. But one thing for sure, I can tell that they still hate me. They are just trying to talk may be because my mom told them too.
I join them in sitting room. I sit besides mom. I was searching answer for few questions from Google with my mobile phone when I saw brother entering into house. He smile at me in which I return his smile. I don't know what change him, but he is too kind to me couple of days ago unlike my two sisters.
My two sisters are always rude to me but only thing is that they didn't show me when I'm with my mom and brother. My brother had even beg for my forgiveness from the way they treat me during their first day visit. I even forgive him.
I leave with my mom into kitchen to help mom though babe insist me to study. Soon my brother join us. We prepare our dinner. We had dinner around nine and than we all went to bed. I study for a while and then I close my eyes not wanting to force my eyes from closing.
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Cerita PendekSamten was a lonely girl where everyone hate her . she was alone and sad until someone enter into her life. But .....?? It was a work of fiction. Everything about characters are authors imagination.
