More Than This (Niall Horan)

Everything Has Changed

Hey! First chapter hope that you like... WARNING! This book may be triggering for some people!

Chapter 1

SHANAE

I heard the door slam shut, "shit!" My "mom" was back and probably had some man who're with her. I quickly hid the razor under my bed and cleaned up my hip and wrists, oh yeah in case you didn't realize I was cutting... cutting has been a part of my life for as long as I have known my "mom" which in case you were wondering is almost 4 years. Surprised I haven't committed suicide by now. Oh believe me I've tried, guess God has other plans. I quickly grabbed my shoes and my blades before running to the window to escape before they could come, lucky me I got out just before she opened the door. I started running into the woods next to my house immediately. I had been running for a good distance when I ran out of the woods and found my self in front of a huge mansion. And I mean HUGE! Before I could run down the street the lights flickered on and the door opened. I saw a blond head pop out and I instantly melted when I saw his blue eyes. He's so attractive like damn! No! You can't think like that you need to focus on getting away! He started coming closer and I turned to run but then I felt a something grab my wrist "OW!" "Oh my god are you okay?!" "Ya just sore" "and that's why there's blood dripping off your wrist?" "Dammit" I cursed under my breath. " did you do that to yourself?" Shit now I was going to have to tell this really cute stranger why I was bleeding and he'd think I was a freak.

NIALL

I was just about to go to upstairs to bed when I heard some rustling from the woods outside uncle SI's house. I turned on the lights and opened the door and saw the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I didn't quite know why but I started walking close, then she turned to run so I grabbed her wrist, when I touched her it sent tingles down my spine. She screamed out in pain "OW!" I didn't know why she had screamed but all I knew is that I wanted to. Then I saw the blood and instantly realized what she had clearly been doing to berself. "Oh my god are you okay!" I had to ask even though she clearly wasn't. "Ya just sore" "and that's why there's blood dripping off your wrist" I said referring to her cuts which you could see cause she and her sleeves up "dammit" she cursed under her breath most likely thinking I didn't hear her. She quickly pulled down her sleeves and got a worried look on her face, I could tell she didn't want to explain. "It's okay you don't have to tell me. Come on in and we'll get you cleaned up" "O-ok" she was stuttering and I found it adorable.

Hey guys! This is the first chapter of my new book I hope you like it and I think I need to update you guys on my past... I had lived in Spanish Fork my whole life when 3 years ago my mom decided it was the perfect time to move FAR away, I was really upset but I knew I had no say in it so I was going to have to pack up and leave everything behind to go to ghetto Orem. At my new school I was super different from everyone and was bullied also 90% of my new school was hispanic and they would randomly start speaking Spanish leaving me in the dark and confused. I had always thought about self-harm but wasn't sure how to get my hands on a blade. But then I moved to where I live now, and things started to get better but I soon found out I picked the wrong group of friends and it was too late. They were really mean and put me down all the time. I then found a way to get some blades and it got way worse. When one of the girls in my class/ward found out she told my teacher and I soon got help along with this other girl who started cutting and became my friend. I flushed my blades and left my so called friends and found happiness again. Then at the beginning of the school year my new friends moved and my old ones sucked me in again and now I'm cutting again I'm trying my best to stop so I'm hoping this will help... sorry for my depressing story and long A/N sooo... Ya that's me and I hope you guys enjoy this story.