My Own Dead Poets Society

Im Fading

I'm fading

I'm disappearing just like him

I'm scared for what's coming

I'm fading

He left and I'm leaving

I'm lost

I'm scared where is he

I'm fading

Why did he leave?

Was it me?

Did I do something?

Am I not likeable?

I'm fading

I have been strong

But

Once I was not

The scared

The pain

It all came flowing out

It was fatal

I'm still fading

He left and my family fell

We fell apart

We need a hold

We got one

But

He did wrong, he had to leave

I'm fading 

A new hold came

Hope once again!

It seemed promising

The scared

The pain

It all went away

It wasn't fatal

I'm not fading

I'm here

I lived

I didn't die

I'm happy

Life is good

I'm not fading

Three years later

I pushed him away

I'm the reason

I'm fading

I almost died

For real this feeling

It has all come back

Much much worse

We are all fading

Life feels pointless

We are all fading