"Chres.." I groaned as I ran behind him catching up with him "I'm sorry...this is the first time I've been off of that medicine."
"It's a drug." Chres stated but didn't break his gaze off of the road
"Well that drug." I said correcting myself "I don't even know how to function right now." I stated truthfully
"Erin..you can control it..it'll be hard but you can do it." Chresanto re assured me "just stop being so hostile towards me.."
"I appologize." I murmured
"I accept your apology but we don't have time to talk we need to keep moving."
Chresanto and I walked long dreadful hours the sky turned a bright color..a color that I didn't recognize.
"Chres...do you see that?" I questioned as I stared at the sky
"Yeah..it's amazing what you see when you're not drugged every day.." Chresanto growled
He was right..I had never realized it but where we lived was inhumane they did so much to make us seem...
"Perfect." Chresanto said looking at me
"What?" I questioned
"They tried to make us seem perfect." Chresanto spoke
"I've really got to stop thinking out loud." I said running my hand through my hair
"Yes you do." Chres laughed looking at me
I laughed back looking at him and that's when the whole mood shifted Chresanto dropped the bike that he had so graciously drug behind him for long miles. he grabbed my lower body pulling me close to him.
His body was so close to mine that I could feel him breathing on me he pressed his lips up against mine and the moment became nothing but pure passion.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and I could feel Chresantos hands slowly moving from my back slowly sliding down to my rear end. He gave it a small squeeze and I gasped quickly Pulling away from the kiss.
My lower body began to throb but... in a good way..it was yet another feeling that I had not experienced..I don't know what it was but it was deepening my attraction for Chresanto..I wanted to do something strange to him.
I wanted to feel him.
But not like a normal feel as in just holding his hand or hugging him.
But feel him feel him.
My mind raced with inquisition at what this emotion was that I had never felt before until now. I tucked my hair behind my ear and looked down at my feet feeling rather embarrassed. There was so many things that I didn't know and it scared me only because I was so used to my regular modified schedule that this was all rather abrupt to me.
"Chres..what is this feeling?" I questioned
"Sexual attraction.." He stated as he released his grip on my bottom and looked at me.
"W-what?" I stuttered
"You're just getting..allured by me..and you want more than just a kiss..Erin.." Chres explained "I'll show you what I mean one day but not right now..because I want it to be special."
"Chres...I want to ask you something?"
"Ask away." he stated as he picked up the bike and continued to roll it along beside him
"How long have you been breaking the rules?" I questioned tucking my hands into my pockets
"Long enough for me to have the answers to all of your questions." He stated "but let's not discuss our past we need to focus on what's going on now.."
I nodded as I took a hold of Chresantos free hand and took a tight grip onto it.
"Forever?" I asked
"Forever baby girl." He responded as he gave my hand a tight squeeze and placed a small kiss on my forehead
A/n: going to be working on this story more often hope you all enjoyed this chapter! :)
