Today is my first day of exam. As usual, I went to school. I can see students studying, holding books everywhere. I stay in one corner and study till exam starts.
I enter into exam hall when bell rang. I starts writing my English exam. I can tell that, my first exam went well. After done with exam, I went home directly thinking that I have to prepare for next exam. All of my exam went well.
During exam, I didn't saw Namgay nor dorji. We would went to school at different time and when we exit, we would at different timing. So, I don't get any time to meet with them. Exam started and it also end without knowing how it ends.
I feel like something heavy that I had withstand were lost after exam was over. I feel tension free. I took out my mobile which is besides my bed on table. I login to facebook page and start to scroll news feed. I really hate Chatting with others, unless it's someone I know.
When I chat with strangers, they ask about me. So I have to answer them as if I'm doing some interview. I really hate Chatting with strangers but for those whom I knew, I used to chat.
I still had my hope about Dorji proposing me. I hope even if he can't propose me in person, I hope him to do in facebook but he didn't even send me friend request. I feel sad about that.
I think of watching Korean drama. I think I forgot to mention that I'm fan of Korean drama. I like watching Korean drama. So I watch Korean drama while you were sleeping. Also I'm fan of Lee Jong suk. while I'm watching Korean drama, I saw notification which show someone had send me friend request. I don't care and continue watching k drama.
Again one notification pop up which show I had new messages request. As soon as I saw that, I check on my message request hoping it would be Dorji . But I was wrong, it was Namgay . Earlier, who send me friend request is again Namgay. There our chat starts.
He( Namgay) : hi
Me: hello
He: wats up?
Me: nth much, just watching k drama. What about you?
He: me too nothing
Me: okie
He: are you busy? If your not, can we chat?
Me: ummm...sure..let's chat
He: it's only a day and I'm here starting to miss you already. I really love you Samten. What's your answer?
Me: hahaaa....jokes...don't tease me. You know what? Love is not a game to play. So don't try to play a love game with me.
He: please Samten, believe me and trust me. I'm not playing nor kidding. I really love you and I really mean it. If your still not ready to give me answer, it's okie you can take your time.
Me: ......
He: ???
Me: I mean I'm speechless. Ways let's chat later I have got some work to be done. Bye.
Without waiting for his reply I put off my mobile data. I don't know what to say. Many questions pop up into my head. Did he really mean it? What if he is just kidding with me? Will he keep me happy if I accept him?
I shake my head to stop thinking such non sense things. I decide to walk out of house to refresh my mind. I change myself into something warm. I was searching my earphone which is no where to be found. I was still searching my earphone every where. I feel exhausted and I decided to walk out without earphone.
When I was about to walk out of my room, my jacket got stuck with my old bag that I used to carry when I'm in class pp. I slowly separate them. I throw that bag on my bed where paper fall out of it. I wonder what it could be.
I like to see the things again which I had done when I was small. So I feel excited to open that paper thinking that what memories will I get back. I open it excitedly. My eyes drop when I saw its from my dad. There it goes.
To my angel ❤️ from your dad.
By the time you read this I will assume that you will know how much I love you 💕 . I love you❣️ so much. Your my angel as well as God. Before you are born we hardly get food💘. We are very poor back than. But after you join as our family on 20/12/2000 at 12:30 p.m everything changes. We didn't suffer like before. Everything was on our side. You bring good luck to our family. I know that, your brother and sisters may hate you because we care you more than them because your precious. If they blame you about my divorce with your mom and my dead, never believe them. I divorce with your mom before a month I leave this world. I already knew that I only had a month left for me to leave this world. I had brain tumor which I had no way to cure. I don't want to saw your mom sad because of me. Shedding tears for me. I'm sure your mom had known about my disease only after I leave this world. It was never your fault. I know how your sisters treat you when your small. I had brain tumor before your were born. But I only knew I had brain tumor after your birth. So I'm afraid that they may take all blame on you. I was too late to cure. I'm really sorry my lovely daughter, so that I have leave you before you could even remember my face. I can't stay longer than that to cherish you and see you grew older everyday into a beautiful angel. I'm really sorry for that. I love you ❣️my daughter Samten.
With love❣️, your father Tashi
I cried over and over reading that notes. Why death has to take my father among all. I cried untill I feel I'm going to fall sick.
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