Torn . ( A Justin Bieber LoveStory)

Holly Patterson♥

I get up, get ready for school , then I let the torture begin...

It wasn't always like this , I used to be happy , When i was young , before she left me...

I was 10 years old ...

((FLASHBACK))

 My mom was a great woman . She was looked up to by everybody she met , she was the kindest most caring person there was . She was the president of her own company. The House of Hope . An orphanage for underprivileged children who where abandoned or taken out of there home . There were kids from ages 1-18 . The House of Hope offered counseling and money for education . No child was ever turned away , and my mom loved every single one .

She had even just had my younger sister. Jennifer :) . The sweetest little girl on this planet. She is what keep’s me going everyday .

She was runned down though . Withering away to nothing . We thought it was from all of the work . But it wasn't .

Cancer .

My mother was diagnosed with Cancer on May 11 2005 . After only months of chemo therapy and hours apon hours in the hospital . she was sent to heaven the following September . I was devastated . Left hollow and broken.

My father.. Was the complete opposite . I don't know what my mother ever saw in him . Whenever she was around his eye's softened he turned into a human being . But when she died he took up drugs and alcohol . The orphanage was taken out of his care . The House of Hope was given to my mother's sister Mary .

 I was left to live with my newborn sister Jennifer and him ..

He had a addiction to drugs and alcohol . His temper started to spiral out of control . So he beat us . Our own father had committed child abuse on his own daughters . Bruised and Scarred . He beat us with open beer bottles and ....

the rest is to horrible to say .. .

My name is Holly Patterson, I am now 17 years old . I take care of Jennifer who is now 8  . While my father.. is Drunken up in his room . He still beats us , But now i fight back . I've put him in his place a few times . I've tried calling the cops but  Jennifer still wan'ts him around . 

Me.. I can't even look him in the eye .

We both go to school . I go to high school . I hate it . I hate it because i have been bullied since grade four and every day after my mother died it has gotten worse ,  But I still  go so that the day i graduate I can pack me and Jennifer up and leave this terrible place . I am set for a scholarship to the most popular music university in the state . Bradford's University of the Performing Arts .

I do have one true friend , My best friend , Savannah West . We go through everything together . She knows me like nobody ever will .Her mother on the other hand does not … Savannah comes from a very wealthy family and , well , I’m not usually welcome in her household . Her Mother think’s I am a bad influence on Savannah because of my father .. I might aswell be a peice of trash on the street . A street rat that has no hope of amounting to anything ..

((FLASHBACK OVER ))

"HOLLLLY" ! I heard Jennifer scream from her room .

Must be another Nightmare ..

" I'm coming Hun " I holler .

I get out of my bed . It was light outside . I look at my alarm clock . Crap .. its 8:00 .I'm late for school . I run into Jennifer's room .

" Another bad dream kiddo ? "  I ask her

" Yes , He was .. He .. " She stopped

" It's alright Hun , It was just a dream . We're late for school , Get dressed and i'll make your lunch , Okay " I say with my arm tight around her

" Oh, Okay " She says running to her closet

After i Finished making Jenny's lunch and pack it into her backpack I ran to my room to get dressed .

I look in the mirror ..

I have long chocolate brown hair that ends at my waist . My eyes are a medium shade of green and my skin is tan . I'm Quite petite for my age . All the girls at school call me to thin . But I'm not .

I get dressed into a pullover and a pair of leggings . Then I tiptoe pass my father's.. bedroom . He's probably passed out in his bed .

Hungover .. .

I make it out of the hall and head for the door were Jenny is waiting for me . I slip on my uggs and we head out the door .

((AT HOLLYS SCHOOL))

I go to the office and get my tardy slip . Then head to my locker .. Crap I have Math First . I grab my books and run to class .

Knock ,Knock ,Knock 

" Oh hello Miss Paterson, Come on in, Do you have your tardy slip ?" asked my math teacher Mr. Brooke .

" Yes , Here " I hand him the slip and scurry to my seat next to Savannah .

" Finally ! I've been waiting for you . I have great news ! " .  Said Savannah

" What is it ? " I asked

" I got tickets to a Basketball game ! You're favorite " . She said almost squealing with joy .

" OH MY GOD SAVANNAH ! I LOVE YOU .When is it ? " I squealed a little to loud .

" SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH " said everyone . Giving me dirty looks .Three girls sitting in the corner started to call me rude names . Everyone laughed at me ..

I sat back down .. Looking at the top of my desk . Trying to block them out . Just ignore them ..

" Holly is there something you would like to share with the class ? "  Mr Brooke said sternly

" no sorry... " i whispered then turned back to Savannah. " When is it ? " . I asked

" Tomorrow , Saturday  " . She said " Can you come ? "

" If I can bring Jenny , I'm sure that I can sneak us out without  my dad finding out . He'll probably be wasted... as usual ." I said drifting off into my thoughts .

Savannah looked at me sympathetically . I know it hurts her to see me like this .

"Okay Good . I'll pick you up at 1:00 tomorrow . " she said putting her hand on my arm . Giving me a warm smile .

snapping me out of my daze . 

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Hi :) , Thank you for reading my first part ! A new Chapter should be up today or tommorow ,

Next Chapter Justin will be in it !!!! Then a couple of chapters with him . The Harry;) .

I Put a picture of Holly Patterson on the side . Go check it out !