White cotton lace
On paper skin
Arms wrapped
Round fleshless bones
Cold
So cold
Trying
To stay alive
Barely hard enough
Easy prey
Door shuts. Clunk.
Fast. Locked.
Stuck. Too late for me.
Pinned, pawed, poked.
Trying
To struggle
To scream
Trying...
Losing the fight
To stay alive
Clatter...
Door breaks
Sea of faces
I bolt
Run mindlessly
Desperately
Anywhere. Away.
Keep running.
To stay alive.
Cross legged
In darkness
Solitude.
I breathe
The silence
Alone
Worthless
Filthy whore
And I wonder
Why?
Even try
To stay alive.
