My First Feelings

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Lenalee's POV

I first noticed that I had feelings for Allen is when I had a nightmare one night and couldn't go back to sleep. I didn't know who to talk to, I would go to Miranda but she would worry to much. I thought of Kanda but he would probably say "it's just a nightmare, now go back to bed". Then I thought of Allen and I thought that he would help me out so I walked to his room so we could talk. When I got there I knocked on his door and almost instantly he opened the door. He looked like he couldn't sleep either, there were bags under his eyes and his eyes just had that restless look in them.
"Hey Lenalee, couldn't sleep either?" Said Allen
"Ya, I had a nightmare, I came to see if I could talk to you about it?"
"Sure, tell me about it. oh and go ahead and come in, I know how cold it gets in the hallways at night."
I walk into his room and sit down on his bed, he grabs a chair and sits in front me.
"Well, tell me about your nightmare." He said
"Well, I was sitting on a pile of rubble, and I was afraid because there was no sign of life anywhere."
He was surprised that I said that. I thought that he was going to say something but he didn't.
"Then... the moon turned black and..."
I started to cry because this was the part that had scared me mostly.
"It's ok Lenalee, you can tell me anything. And if you don't want to tell me I understand" Allen said
I looked up at him and I could see that he was concerned and worried because I was crying.
"And... I saw your hand. Sticking out from the water below me. It looked like you were trying to grab something"
Allen fell off of his chair after he heard that. I didn't know what to do when he fell. he just looked so frightened and surprised by my words. I helped him up and tried to see if he was ok but he wouldn't speak for a while, it was like he was in a daydream, where you don't pay attention to the things surrounding you. After a minute he started to move again.
"Lenalee" he said
"Y-yes Allen" I said
"Your nightmare was... In my nightmare."
"What do you mean?"
"W-well, in mine, I was walking through a forest in a daze and then I walked I front of a pond and.... I saw you crying on the ponds reflection, you were all by yourself, and I reached into the water for you but then this dark figure grabbed me and took me away into the forest. Then I woke up"
I almost fell down once I heard all of it. Now I know why Allen collapsed a while ago.
"Lenalee" he said
"Y-yes Allen"
He stood up, walked over to me, and hugged me. He started to cry.
"No matter how hard it will be, I will make sure your nightmare, never, becomes reality.

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