a/n: spelled incorrectly because sometimes u gotta make mistakes... even if u don't learn from them.
This other day
my mom called
me a pig in my
native language
(Telugu, if any
of y'all are interested).
And, although,
I'm used to it,
this time it hard
for some reason.
And since it did,
I started crying
which resulted
in my mind
thinking about my
current crush: [censored].
I had this dream where
he came to my needs
which I know makes
me sound like a conceited
person, but I was
desperate at the time.
Anyways, in my dream,
I thought of him complimenting
me and then smiling at me.
I know it's far from reality,
but somewhere inside
I wanted it to be real.
I needed it to be real.
Sometimes, I wish
there were more people
out there, who are willing
to make the first move.
I love him, I really do.
And I hope he does too
(He knows that I exist,
and he used to tease me).
I hope that one day
I'll have the courage
to ask him out
and he'll say yes.
