flooded pillows

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dont get me wrong — i used to cry myself to sleep and this doesn't bother me at all. I said I cried enough but NO — I cried enough but this ain't enough. I could never get enough of the pain, do not expect me to be okay after   what you did, this is not just a blemish , this is a fucking scar  and in case you didn't know, I will always carry this loads with me.

"Hush now" said she

funny how you console me like a grade school you can bribe with candies —- im done with the sweet stuff, im old enough to say no to beautiful things that blinded with the truth.

enough of the sugarcoat.

"here" I shouted as I spread my arms, as if im willing to catch all the bullets.

I need the truth. I need the fragments of me that you took, I need myself back and if bringing myself back will break me — then wreck me as much as you can — I just want my redemption

the right pieces of me, you used wrong.

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