Blue Eyes On The December Sea

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“Only in my darkest moments can I see the light I think I'm prone to getting blinded when it's bright Well, this December, I’ll remember Want you to see it when I do God knows I do "  December came along with the despair caged within me, fear took...

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“Only in my darkest moments can I see the light
 I think I'm prone to getting blinded when it's bright
 Well, this December, I’ll remember
 Want you to see it when I do
 God knows I do "
 
 December came along with the despair caged within me, fear took hold of me like a parasite, increasingly frustrated to see the days go by knowing that my time with the golden-eyed boy would no longer be in my life daily, I wish I could be with him  to say everything that I locked in my heart for those two years, but again fear prevented it and it was still my last chance.

 After entering the vacation phase I had the idea to celebrate his graduation taking him to the place he loved most.  The beach.  When I presented the idea he was excited at the time and didn't even question me about the fact that he was going to just the two of us, he just agreed with everything and ran to his house to prepare everything.

 At first I felt relieved that I accepted it and started to prepare myself psychologically and to consider all possible outcomes for the situation. It was somewhat exciting with the slight agony of the act of declaring myself, but in fact I was not at the moment of the act.  imagining.  I tried not to think too much about it and finished packing my bags to go to Bokuto's house to get a taxi to the station, luckily we lived.  I was taken out of my daydreams with the cell phone notifying messages from the platinum

 Protagonist of My World: hey hey hey
 Protagonist of My World: kaaaaashiiiii
 Protagonist of My World: are you there?
 Protagonist: are you ready?  I'm ready
 Protagonist of My World: kaaaashiiii you are already coming ????? !!!

 Seeing his anxiety I tried to respond quickly

 Akaashi: yes, bokuto-san I'm leaving the house

 Without further ado, he leaves the house heading for the bicolor house that was already with all the bags in his backyard waiting when he hit his eyes on me, jumping excitedly talking about how excited he was about that trip, I couldn't help but smile.  After all, even if he was rejected just by seeing his smile, it was like a victory.

 "I’m alright if you’re alright
 And I'm okay if you're okay
 It’s this state in this state I’m living in
 It’s just a little bit, It’s just a little bit
 Lonely in this home
 It’s always colder on your own
 My darlin ', I
 I let the season change my mind "
 
 The trip was a little long but very pleasant, we shared the phone interleaving the songs with our musical tastes. They were incredibly similar. You can't help but let go of some silly smiles when he got excited about a song.

 - Hey Kaashi I'm going to put on a special song - he looks at me with eyes shining with excitement

 I just nod with a slight shake of the head and then the melody starts to echo through my ears. I closed my eyes and felt the lyrics were completely romantic.

 - what a beautiful song, I didn't know you heard other "old" stuff other than Elvis - I say calmly

 -Oh I found these days on Youtube I was so delighted that I needed to show you - he says smiling - hey Kaashi lie on my shoulder you can rest until we arrive - he says leaning my head on his shoulder at first I was slightly confused but then I noticed a  blush on your face ...

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