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When tadashi yamaguchi was three years old he didn't understand what was happening in his household.

He didn't realize that when everyone would yell and he heard the slaps or felt one, that it was wrong.

He didn't know that his sister was gonna leave the house in four short years, and never come back.
He didn't know that she would get in her car and disappear. That the party they had for her was so sad because she was dead.

He didn't know that his father would start coming into his room at night. That he would learn things before he was old enough to understand and still doesn't understand in his first year of high school.

He didn't know that his mommy who was yelling at his father with streams running down her cheeks would be leaving him also. That she was tired of the slaps and kicks. Tired of watching her husband turn into a monster.

Most of all when tadashi yamaguchi was three years old he didn't understand that his life would slowly build up to an anxiety filled mess of confusion.








That's basically a quick summary of how triggering this will be

The first chapter after this is a lot to have at once but I don't wanna rewrite it.

Also I haven't finished haikyuu so I don't know all the characters yet and I don't know the personalities of everyone well enough to be writing accurately so this is kind of an au.

It's like the same setting and people but their personalities will be different and there will obviously be couples that aren't actually couples in the show.

I don't know if I'll even continue this story, but if it gets views of course i will.

But anyways peace out and stay groovy.
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