Pretty Lies.

Chapter 23

**Harry's pov**
''She's what?'' I scremed at
Louis,Liam,Niall and zayn who told me about Samuel and Sara.
So she just moved on from me til another guy like i was nothing to her.
I could barely control myself anymore, my hands where shaking and i couldnt hold my hands in anymore.
I punched a hole in the wall.
''Fuck!!'' i screamed, in pain.
I wasnt in pain for my hand but my heart that where shattered in pieces.
She is on my mind all the fucking time and i'm not in hers.

''Relax mate'' Zayn stood up and walked over to me. He took his hand on my back and i just pushed it from my back.

''Relax? I cant fucking relax she's on my mind all the fucking time and i cant get her out!
I though she loved me as much as i love her, so i cant fucking relax when the one i love is with someone else!'' i screamed and didnt noticed my tears in my eyes. I sat down on the floor just crying in my shirt.
The other guys gave me a comforting hug and walked away for me to be alone.
My hair that have been growing alot in the last months where tangled in my face.

I still sat on the floor thinking of her. I have been writing her a song in a hope that she'll take me back. I have been crying myself to sleep everynight beacuse i miss holding her.
''Why is love so painful?''
I sobbed.

***Sara's pov***
Jag tog upp min mobil och slog in ett meddelande till Samuel.

Till Samuel😘: behöver jag klä upp mig?

Från Samuel😘: Nej, hinner bara träffas i max en timma!

Trodde han skulle bjuda ut mig på en dejt men tydligen inte.
Jag rotade upp ett par shorts och en blå tjocktröja. Det var Juli nu och så otroligt varmt ute. Det är ovanligt för att vara Sverige.
Jag tog min röda väska och gick ut för att möta upp Samuel.
Några minuter senare körde han in med sin blåa volvo v70
Jag öppnade dörren och satte mig i sätet. Om det hade vart Harry så hade han öppnar dörren.
''Hej'' sa vi och kysste varandra.
''Vart ska vi?'' frågade jag kort där efter.

''Vi ska över till Amanda och Isabella'' sa han och jag blev ganska besviken, jag trodde vi skulle göra något lite roligare än att åka till dom.

''Haha varför sa du inte det från början'' sa jag med en aning besviken röst som han la märke till och suckade.

''Ska du vara arg på mig nu med?'' frågade han mig.
Jag var inte arg utan trodde jag och han skulle göra något roligare tillsammans.

''Samuel sluta, jag är inte arg på dig älskling'' sa jag och kysste hans kind samtidigt som han körde in på parkeringen till Amanda.
Vi gick ut bilen och in till Amanda.

''VI SKA TILL AMERIKA!!'' skrek Isabella och Amanda som var samlade i vardagsrummet.
Vadå Amerika?
Deras anisktsutryck var glada och deras ögon glittrade av upprymdhet.

''Haha jag fattar inte riktigt nu'' sa jag och kollade på Samuel,Amanda och Isabella med en undrande blick.

''Ja vi ska åka till Miami imorgon!!'' Sa Isabella med stora ögon.

''Men vi har ju inte bokat något flyg eller hotell?!'' Frågade jag dom med undrande blickar.
Hur tänkte dom nu?
Detta var säkert Isabellas ide..

''Det har jag redan fixat'' sa Samuel och kysste min kind.
Jag hade seriöst den bästa killen och de bästa kompisarna någonsin.

''Åhh ni är ju bara bäst!'' sa jag och vi alla kramades i en stor gruppkram.
Jag älskade dom verkligen.
Men gud, jag måste packa!

***Harry's pov***

''Harry we need to go now!!'' Paul our bodygaurd yelled from the hallway.
We were going to Miami tonight, i dont really enjoying all this touring life anymore.
I love performing for my fans and i also love everyone who is working with us but it feels like i have more importent things to do.

I stambled over to my black suitcase and walked out to the black rang rover that Paul had.
''Cheer up mate'' Niall said and clapped me on my back.
He is so exited about going to Miami, he really likes it there.
I felt bad for always being such and ass to the other lads these past months and i'm not fun to be with anymore.

''Yeah i will try'' i said and gave Niall a weak smile.
I sat down beside Zayn and Louis in the backseat.
They where asleep as ordinary.
Liam,Niall and Rosie where in the other black car behind us.

''Harry, who's Nadine?'' Paul suddenly asked me. I looked confused on him and i clearly knew who she was but why does he bring up that suddenly.

''A friend'' i shortly answered him. He looked at me in the mirror and i could see the blick on his face that he didnt believe me at all.
''It's true Paul'' and rolled my eyes.

''Well it doesnt look like it in the newspapers and all around twitter'' he said. He got to be kidding with me.

''So you believe in media more than your own son on the road?'' i questioned him with a puppy look on my face.

''Does Sara know?'' i could feel my cheek tense up by him saying her name.
I though i made it clear for months ago when i told them to not metion her name.
''I mean have you talked to her?''
I didnt realize that my gaze was burning on him.

''I dont give a fuck about Sara'' i said trying to hide my feelings for her.

''Whatever you say Harold''
I looked out of the window shutting my ears off.
He said Harold.
Sara is the only one who can call me Harold, even though
I hate when she does that.
I remember all those fights me and her had. I tickled her so much that she begged me to stop.
I remember when she told me about Marcus how he raped her.
I remember the pain i felt and saw in her eyes.
I rememeber the first kiss we shared or when i asked her to be my girlfriend.
I laughed at the memories whe had together.
I looked at the key i had worn around my neck, it was now in my hand.

****| förlåt för ett så kort kapitel! Jag ville uppdatera lite så jag gjorde det!
Jag försöker så gott jag kan men jag har det lite jobbigt just nu med allt om ni undrar varför jag inte uppdaterar lika ofta längre. Hoppas ni alla mår bra?☺️