Malec first time 18+ (2x07/2x18)

♥ part one (15+) ♥

It was getting dark outside. Magnus was in the comfort of his own home. He enjoyed the time he now spent with himself. 

Suddenly, there was a knock on his door. Who could have been looking for him at such an hour? Magnus hummed and walked to the door to open it. 

"Hey," Magnus greeted the visitor. It was Alec. What could he possibly want right now?

"Hey, is Jace here?" Alec asked curiously as he was taking off his jacket. 

"No, he left hours ago," Magnus said faintly, closing the door,  "are you okay?"

Alec grabbed his face in his hands and French-kissed him.

Magnus pulled away from the kiss and placed his hands on Alec's shoulders.

"Hey, what's this all about?" Magnus giggled as he asked Alec. He was confused a little bit, "I mean, I'm not complaining, but..."

"I-I just thought... you know, I thought we could... take the next step," Alec murmured in a deep hoarse voice.

"The sex step," Magnus said soon as he understood what this was about. His beloved boyfriend wanted to take things to the next level. 

"Yeah," Alec muttered, nodding. 

"Alexander," Magnus said softly as he caressed Alec's shoulder, "I may be experienced, but..."

Alec frowned at him. He was confused.

"... it's rare that I've ever felt this way about someone and..." Magnus took a deep breath and continued, "...I worry that once we..." Magnus turned his back on Alec, "...that if we rush into this... That I may lose you," Magnus turned to Alec as he said it.

"What? Why'd you think that?" Alec asked him in a soft voice, smiling slightly and stepping closer to Magnus.

"Look. You're not the only one that feels vulnerable," Magnus responded, staring into his boyfriend's eager eyes.

"Magnus..." Alec took another step toward Magnus,  "...you have nothing to worry about," Alec grabbed his dear boyfriend, staring into his stunning narrow eyes, " I want this," Alec kissed him passionately and led him to his bedroom.

They stumbled into the bedroom in a hot passionate kiss. 

Alec stumbled again as he tried to kick off his shoes. It made Magnus laugh slightly. 

Both of them were smiling into the kisses and sighing out of arousal. 

Magnus's hands were wandering around Alec's neck and shoulders. He helped Alec to take his shirt off in an elegant way and threw it on the floor. 

Alec impatiently took off Magnus' coat which ended up on the floor too as he was pushing him closer to his bed. 

They leaned their foreheads together, still smiling and sighing lustfully.

Magnus took Alec's head in his hands and threw Alec on the bed. He climbed on top of him and leaned his face close to Alec's.

"That was graceful," Magnus mumbled, hovering over Alec.

"Shadowhunter," Alec managed to say as he was trying to catch his breath.

"Oh," Magnus muttered and raised his eyebrows as Alec eagerly grabbed him by his neck and pulled him close into a desirous kiss. 

Alec loved the feeling of Magnus' necklaces dragging over his chest. He reached for the hem of Magnus's shirt and slowly began to drag it up to Magnus' back as their tongues fought for dominance in a deep kiss. 

Alec was so close to pulling down Magnus' shirt, but suddenly something frustrating and unexpected happened. 

Magnus pulled away from Alec as quickly as possible, holding his eyes with his fingers. He turned his back to Alec and sat on the bed. He rubbed his eyes as if inflammation had entered them. 

Alec was worried that he had done something wrong that Magnus didn't like. He was getting paranoid. What if Magnus didn't want him because he was an inexperienced virgin? After all, Magnus had a lot of experience and he must have had his preferences related to sexual intercourse. Alec feared that Magnus had lost interest in him.

"Am I doing something wrong?" Alec asked him nervously. 

"No such thing," Magnus said in a reassuring voice but couldn't even face Alec. 

"Do you not want to?" Alec asked as he sat up. He was full of worry.

"No... I mean, yes, of course I do," Magnus answered him. He still couldn't face Alec. 

"Magnus? What is it?" Alec asked curiously as he stroked Magnus' back. Little did Alec know what was the actual 'problem' that made Magnus so embarrassed that he couldn't even look Alec in the eye. 

"It's just..." Magnus tried to tell Alec what distressed him at the moment, "... sometimes... I lose control," Magnus turned to Alec and finally looked him in  the eye.

Alec was shocked. Never had he seen such beautiful eyes in his life before. Magnus' warlock mark had activated itself; his cat eyes gleamed with delicate golden colour. Alec was amazed at how stunning and attractive his lover looked. 

"Magnus," Alec breathed softly as he caressed Magnus' cheek, "they're beautiful. You're beautiful."

Magnus smiled happily. He felt like Alec had unlocked something in him again. 

Magnus grabbed Alec's hand and looked at Alec delightfully. He was no longer ashamed of his warlock mark. 

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Hello, my lovely biscuits! I wrote part one and part three according to the series. Part two is based on my own imagination, so enjoy! ♥