Six years.
Nasa iisang duyan kami na tumatanaw sa karagatan at sa pausbong na araw. Yakap ako ng taong naging hiwaga ko.
I have been in the arms of his magic for six years and now i'm still keep choosing him every day, every minute, every second.
For six years I formed happy and sad memories with him that I will never forget until my last breath.
It's fun, like a Roller coaster, the situation between the two of us, sometimes good sometimes bad. Minsan okay minsan hindi pero palagi naming pinipilit na ayusin.
All of that became our strength and became our magic to tighten our grip on each other, But this time no matter how much we want to hold on each other's hand. We can't make it better anymore.
"I've been alone for a long time," Miguel told me while in the cradle and looking at the sea that was peacefully waving. "Im glad you came."
"Are you afraid to be left alone?" I asked but he only answered me with a fake smile. "I chose you at times I could not choose myself, I can assure you na ikaw at ikaw parin ang pipiliin ko at the end of the day." I added.
"Can you choose to fight for us?" He asked and his tears dripped down on his precious face which gave great sadness and fear to my heart.
"Ilang beses mo ng pinili ako at madami ka ng sinakripisyo para sa akin, I am satisfied now," His lips touched my forehead. "But can you do me a favor? Just this one please? Even if it's not for me anymore, just for yourself, Pwede bang lumaban ka pa? Pwede bang mag stay ka pa? I know sobrang selfish pakinggan pero pwede bang kahit konting oras pa?"
When I glanced at his sad and tired eyes, it seemed that the magic that surround his eyes never changed even in this situation, Which I would surely look for in our next life. In my next life..
"Even if I want to fight miguel I can't," I said and wiped his cheek with runaway tears. "Because I have no choice." I smiled bitterly.
"Pero ikaw meron, meron kang pag pipilian." I said and touched my pale lips to his . "I want you to choose to be happy without me, You're the one who have the choice now. Life is short, if this is not our time don't worry because for the next few days I will choose you, Even in another life Im still keep choosing you."
"Are you tired?" Miguel asked me which caused my tears to fall.
"You know i'll never get tired of you.." I sincerely said.
A prolonged painful silence is in between of us
I just smiled at him before casting my eyes on the rising sun from the relatively dark sky, And before I closed my eyes, I asked the wind to take me again and tie in his magic until I became a part of his, Before i close my eyes i uttered two words that I would never get tired to say.
"I love you."
