As we fall

The closer we are

Hayden's POV
Yup I'm really doing this.. acting like a fucking psycho I followed her home again.. My subconscious keeps reminding me, as I sit in my car waiting for her to come out to me. I know I caught her attention in the parking lot and I'm pretty sure she knew I was following behind. I hope. I'm relieved as I see her walking to my car and I get out quickly.

I know this looks really fucking insane I followed you home Jesus Christ I just had to come see you there's so much shit I wanna say to you and so many things I wanna do to you, uh with you I mean. I fumble the words before she can even greet me.

Hayden calm down I'm actually glad you're here... I've been wanting to be alone with you since you served roast beef into my plate, she says laughing while her cheeks blushed pink.

Oh baby being alone with me will surely take away your innocence,, I remarked with a flirty wink and a smirk as I look up and down her body and biting my bottom lip, knowing damn well she's staring down my every move.

Oh god that's not true I have self control! And I'm not 'losing my innocence' as you call it, until marriage! She defends herself with a sad face looking down at her furry unicorn house slippers. God she so fucking cute I can't fight the urge to touch her.
I step closer and reach out lifting her face to look up at me, I know this is complicated and completely out of the ordinary for you because of your family and all but.. I can't get you off my mind baby girl. I whisper to her as my thumb caresses her cheek in small slow circles.

She pulls away from me smiling while walking to the passenger side of my car,   Can we move from this spot before my dad or brother comes out they won't hesitate to kill you.

I can't hide my excitement to her getting into my car as I run next to her to open her door.
Where are we going?
I'm getting a room, I answer surly.
Oh.. I don't think..
baby I just wanna be alone and lay down with you maybe watch tv, you don't have to do anything your not comfortable with. I interrupt her and assure her before she literally has a heart attack from nervous stress.

Can I ask you a question?

Sure. She says as I drive onto the freeway to get atleast a couple miles away from her house.

Did I ever cross your fantasy while touching yourself this past week. I ask simply as if my words weren't a big deal.

Oh my gosh. No! I don't even.. you are something else, she says with a laugh.

What! I only ask because you been my own personal porn lately. I say with a smirk

God.. she chuckles, can I ask you something? She says.

Anything beautiful.

Why are you so interested in me when you had a drop dead beautiful blonde bombshell who would no doubt give you sex whenever you want it, and you broke up with her.. just gets me thinking.. why? She ask more curious then I expected

Yeah I get she's hot and all but you... your beautiful,sexy, cute with an actual personality and to answer your question I'm interested in you because I forget how to breath every time i see you and it's gonna keep happening until my heart knows your all mine. I admit to her freely as I pull into the hotel parking lot.

She must've really liked my words cause as soon as I put the car in park, she's climbed into my lap, looking up at me with such emotion in her eyes. I reach my hand into the back of her neck and pull her into my lips. As my tongue glides against hers I can feel the goosebumps forming on her skin as my hands go straight down to caress her hips.
I feel my jeans tighten round me as I begin to get hard for her, I can't fight the urge as I pull her down to me harder and moving her body grinding it against me.. I want her to feel what's she's doing to me.

I was sure she'd get nervous and stop after feeling my hard on again her special spot, but she amazes me by putting her hands up my shirt touching and grasping my chest.

Baby.. I whisper still giving her slow kisses and stopping each time to say my next words.. I really don't wanna stop this.. I kiss her again, but don't you think you should let me go, I kiss her again,, get the room now.. I say finally stopping so she can answer.

She laughs, yeah I'm sorry got kinda caught up in the moment. She says still smiling.
It's ok I'm gonna get caught up in 'something' soon I say leaving her to her thoughts as I leave the car to get the room.