𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧

may bloom|lee felix

song: bloom (bonus track) by the paper kites

the hot sun warmed your brown skin perfectly. alongside you, your best friend felix laid looking at you as if you were a goddess. your brown defined curls falling slightly over your chocolate eyes as you looked up at the sky through the trees.

"lix i think this is the calmest i've ever been" you giggled as your eyes met his brown ones. "i'm glad i skipped school with you today" you smiled as you took in his face. sun glistening on his skin making his freckles more prominent than ever.

"me too. i don't think i'd rather do this with anyone else" he smiled as he looks back at the sky. his beauty completely overwhelming you. moments like
this made you remember how much you wanted to be more than friends.

"felixxx stop! you're gunna get us kicked out of here!" you laughed trying to move away from the blonde boys fingers tickling at your sides. the two of you stood in the middle of the nonfiction isle of your high school library, picking out a book for your english project.

"but it's fun y/n" he smiles sweetly at you, tucking your soft coils off to the side and placing a quick peck on your forehead. "skip with me next period. i wanna take you somewhere!"

"i cant! i have a test in prickett's class next period" you pout, taking one of his hands in yours and playing with his perfectly manicured fingers as the librarian walks up to you.

"you two are being extremely disruptive today! i'm afraid you have to leave for the day." she whisper-yells angrily before turning on her heel and heading back to her desk. you rolled your eyes watching her walk away. you felt she always had a personal vendetta against you, but this was felix's favorite place so you made the exception.

"hey it's whatever!" he says glancing into your brown eyes. "gives us enough time to sneak out!" pulling you by the arm out of the library for the day.

"felixxx you're so prettyyy" you grin, sitting up on your elbow to get a better look at him. softly grazing over his freckles with your finger. every inch of him leaving you in pure admiration. from his blonde mullet to his freckles to his perfectly red lips.

"thank you y/n but you're much prettier than me." he laughs softy, avoiding your eyes, afraid his emotions would be on display if eye contact was made.

"whatever" you roll your eyes playfully as you move to straddle him, leaning down to press soft kisses everywhere his freckles were placed. "this one is my favorite! it's shaped like a star" you beam before continuing your mission to kiss each and every one of felix's freckles.

"y/n stop!!" he blushes. "it feels funny" he laughs before placing his hands on your face to halt your movements and taking a good look at you. your soft glossy brown lips mesmerizing him too much to pass up this opportunity.

"y/n... can i um... can i kiss you?" he says awkwardly, eyes on your lips, subconsciously biting his own.

attempting to hide the grin on your face, but failing miserably, you crash your lips against his red ones. the kiss was long awaited. you could feel how much you both wanted this for so long. a rushed yet passionate kiss that felt as if it didn't last long enough to satisfy either of you. you pull away to catch your breath and you're met with a grinning felix. his lips slightly coated in your strawberry flavored lipgloss.

"there's no way felix has a crush on me" you pout while talking to your only other friend besides felix, chris. you two had been friends for as long as you could remember. your parents were childhood friends. you always looked to him as a older brother. going to him whenever you needed advice, he would always listen to you and you did the same for him.

"y/n it's obvious you don't see the way he looks at you. he looks at you like you're his whole world" chris laughed while flipping through your homework, reviewing it for you.

"y/n will you be my partner?" he whispers shyly, afraid of you rejecting him. you feel a weight lifted off your chest. you'd been waiting for this moment for so long, convinced he would never feel the way you feel about him.

"i thought you'd never ask lover boy" you giggle as you lean in for another kiss, smiling against one another's lips.

a/n lol new book! also italics were flashbacks!