The Tomboys Secret

Chapter 1 Is Everything Really Okay?

I, Kenzie, am tired of everybodys shit. They think I live this perfect life. I mean people tell me I'm not serious enough but would they think that if they had been through that? The only person who understands is Mariah because she has gone through the same thing. Only people I trust know except for a few fucking idiots who know because one of their idiot friends told them. Piece of advice don't slip up with secret that could make or break you. You never know what people could do with it. Trust me I know from first hand experience. Don't let anybody who could make or break you know.

Anyway, between basketball, a few idiots, and some other problems I'm doing perfect. Or not. But why would I tell everybody I'm sad? All they are going to do is gossip about how Makenzie, the girl who never complains or cries, is having a mental breakdown. Mariah keeps me sane for basketball, Paiton keeps me healthy, and Kristen is just there all the time for me. Sure I haven't told her the secret yet but I'm going to soon. She is one of my best friends.

Sports and friends keep me sane. If I didn't have them I would probably have breakdowns left and right. There is one guy who I know who is always going to be there for me. That guy is Hunter. Sure we are at eachothers throat most the time. We treat each other as if we are siblings. His step-dad and another family friend ate basically my replacement dads. No, my dad didn't run away or die. But he does work in Indianapolis. Which sucks, I see him about once a month. Luckily he most likely going to work in Pratt Kansas next.

One thing I have noticed since this horrible thing has happened is that my life is fucked up in so many ways. I mean every where I go I'm scared time death. I ran into him at Casey's the other day. I was lucky Mariah was there or I might have died. The other was to punch his face untill it was black and blue. Very few people know what happened. I think if certain people found out they would relentlessly tease me and I couldn't handle that on top of everyday life.

For some reason part of this got cut off. But anyways if a chapter says flashback then just skip over the italics of you don't want to read it. I love you all. ESPECIALLY you LUSER