𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 || 𝐊𝐓𝐇

𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭

⚠️WARNING⚠️
this chapter contains death and other things linked with it so if your sensitive and disturbed by that
Please just skim read it or you could ask me

"Y/NNN" i screamed as my car was on full speed, hitting her body. her body flew to the middle of the road as it tumbled. "no" i whispered underneath my breath, my words came out as shivers.

Without hesitation, i stopped the car. not wanting to even think or care of going to prison, all i want now is for her to come back.

pushing the door open and getting out of the car, i sprinted my way to her lifeless body in the middle of the road. i kneeled beside her bruised body as i touched her silky smooth skin.

"wake up please"

i begged as i softly griped on her lifeless body, leaning down towards her. my eyes examined her face, i then realised her beauty.

a tear slid down my eyes down to my cheeks, i'm on the verge of tears before her dad came and kneel on the other side, holding her other hand. "oh no, y/n?" his whisper came out shaky.

i let her go before handing her body to her father. he sobbed while he hugged his daughter tightly, like he's not willing to let go.

"sir-" the cops came over to talk but he denied. "let go, my daughter-" he sobbed louder as he layed her body on the ground.

guilt and regret filled me, my sobs become louder and louder. "im sorry" i whispered as i kissed her head, tears falling from my face to her delicate skin. i caressed her cheeks, removing my tears away from her.

'if i was fast Enough, she wouldn't of suffered like this, its all my fault'

"im sorry, im so sorry y/n" i sobbed as i hugged her tighter, feeling her cold body against mine. The regret and guilt slowly consuming me, whole. My mouth trembled as I said her name on repeat. Mumbling 'sorry' and 'wake up' as I held her close. 

Soon, the flickering lights of an ambulance blinded my eyes as they picked y/n up before transferring her body into the inside.

my body became weak, i didn't even realise they had handcuffed me before dragging me inside the cop car. i dont even wanna fight it, all that im thinking right now is, y/n.

with full regret and guilt, i blamed myself, i deserve to spend my life in prison, i-i killed her. she was innocent, i-i mean, not THAT innocent. but she did nothing to deserve this. She never deserves anything bad but this... I can't forgive myself.

she's...precious, if i could've just hand myself to the cops, if i didn't did my stupid plan of trying to get away. she could still be alive, this guilt was eating me alive, i cant bear it. if i could've protect her, just be there for her. i-i love her.

'taehyung, you fucked up'

a voice in my head spoke, i flinched as it appeared. "its just in my head" i whispered to myself as i closed my eyes, trying to bury the guilt, but i just... can't.

i opened my eyes and looked at the rear view mirror just to see myself staring back at me. i flinched once again as the reflection smirked while i was frozen in fear.

"you deserve it"

it mouthed as i swallowed my saliva. i looked away, closing my eyes once again before mumbling. "its all in my head, its in my head, its not real. im hallucinating", I kept mouthing those words.

i looked back and thank god it disappeared. my mind was messed up, it started pounding. 'fuck' i breathed as my head felt like its going to explode. My eyes teared up from the pain and the guilt.

i rest my head on the head rest before slowly flickering my eyes close. My eye lids felt heavy like it was forced to be closed. Feeling my vision getting blurry then soon everything turned black.

As a human, we can't stand the guilt of killing someone. Even seeing the scene of people getting killed would be a lifetime trauma for us humans. But imagine being the cause of that death, it's something that you will remember forever and that guilt is something you can't push away or forget about, it will stay with you till death tears you apart. living with that intense trauma will cause mental issues and it can cause many negativity that you can't bury inside of you. That feeling of regret will always be there especially if it's the death of your own Love...

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