A journey without you

Chapter one

My name is Jason Hall, my family and I just moved to Los Angeles from the big apple. We needed a big change in life because of the news that we just got. But I don't want to tell you to much about my life just yet.  I just moved 2,251 miles away from my home and my friends. It has been one of the toughest moments of my life so far. I do believe that it will get harder as I get older. You will soon understand what I mean. We just moved into our house and got settled. We live in a three story house with a big back yard and a pool. My brother, Jackson and  I are about to go for a swim when their is a knock on our door. "Jackson answer the door" I yelled. He was already down stairs, I was still changing into my pink swim shorts that have little bananas on them. After about 2 minutes I came downstairs, "Who was at the door?" I asked, "Our neighbors brought us a 'welcome to the neighborhood' gift" said Jackson. He handed me what looked like a professional backed pie. I could smell that it was my favorite, apple pie with lots of cinnamon.

I put the pie on the counter and we went out back to go for a swim. We swam for about two hours and just talked about the news we got. I'll give you a little bit of what the news is. So about 3 months ago i started getting pain in my right leg, every time I walked it felt like someone was stabbing me from the inside of my leg. We went to the ER because the pain got so bad that i couldn't even walk. They took an MRI and told me that i have what they call Sarcoma. They told me that with how bad it looked that they had to either do surgery to try and get the tumor out or we can start chemo. I told them I wanted to just get the tumor out. I didn't want to sit in a room and slowly have the tumor go away with the chance of it coming back in the future. So 3 days later i had surgery. The doctors told us they got the whole thing. I was so happy, now i can go on with my life as normal now. Well that is what I thought. 

I now have pain in my chest with the same feeling of when I had cancer in my leg. I just wanted to live my life normally and have cool adventure and not have to worry about my health. I didn't want anyone to worry about me. Well now I have several tumors growing on my lungs, surgery is too risky with the amount of tumors their is. So I am forced to do chemo. 

It's 3 weeks after i was told i need to do chemo. I feel even worst than I did before. I have no energy to get up and do things that I use to do. I use to run every morning and night. I would do a total of 8 miles a day. I can't even bare to get out of bed anymore. The pain has gotten to be so bad that I have been given pain medicine just so I can some what get back to my life.