When I saw you many years ago,
I never thought that I would be with you,
From the time I met you don’t need to know,
Just felt that I have feelings for you too.
When you smile and tell jokes,
A smile comes from me,
This was no hoax,
Love at first sight I see.
But after a while we had to part,
Tried to find you but never did,
Sad I was to have left that
I did not remember much of what did.
It took me a while to find you again,
As I talk to you and you to me,
I knew we were not together but still,
I loved you even if you didn’t see.
It’s sad for me that I forgot,
At such a short time the way we met,
As I asked you, I regret,
I am sorry that I forget.
The saddest part was when I asked,
Did we ever be together,
I cried that night when I wrote that,
Forget that special moment DRAT!
I did not want it to end like this,
You were my first love you know it is,
The way I lost our memories,
I can never return no matter how much I plea.
I never told you this one thing,
Because it’s one I know you won’t agree,
I wish we be back together,
But I know it won’t be forever.
I try to be friends you know I do,
But being with you it’s hard to,
When I try to talk it feels as if I choked,
Normal conversations not I spoke.
I know I am weird and mostly flawed,
I ask a question Am I a fraud?
To let a guy like you depart,
My life and remember not.
I’m sorry to have broken your heart,
You’re my first love that was my start,
You are my beginning want to make amends,
I hope this is not the beginning of the end.
I still like you,
I still do,
I just don’t know,
If you still like me too.
I know you’ve moved on
With your life,
And I’ve just begun
To renew mine.
Thank you for everything you’ve done,
When with you I felt like I won,
Those times that I felt most upset,
I have nothing but the utmost respect.
Thank you for being their when I needed it,
For without you, I would have forfeit,
I’m sorry for what I’ve done,
I hope you forgive me my number one.