Yoongi POV
I watch hyung and Jungkook being all touchy while we're watching the movie. I'm actually jealous. he never does that to me but he does that with all of the member. Yes, I like Jin hyung but no one knows yet
since we become roommate I had a crush on him. but I'm sure he doesn't feel the same way. it seems like he likes Namjoon.
if he and Namjoon are dating, I'm fine with it as long a he's happy but I'll be hurting
"Yoongi hyung.. why are you looking sad? we're not watching sad movie are we?" Taehyung said with such an innocent face. "we're watching Finding Nemo. it's sad though that Nemo's father can't find nemo" I lied.
"oh yeah.. you're right, poor nemo" Taehyung said while sniffling. "what's wrong with this weird kid?" I thought.
finally the movie ended, I can sleep now. "Yoongi-ah wait for me.. the other has gone to their dorm and I still have dishes that hasn't done" Seokjin said as he rushed to the kitchen and do the dishes. "but hyung I'm tired..." I whined
"please.. I'm almost done just a minute" he's right though. he's already done and we walked to our room and surprisingly he laid down on my bed. "ahhh hyungggg that's my bed and I'm tireddd I really need a sleep" I whine.
"can I sleep with you? you know.. while you guys watching Finding Nemo. Me, Jungkook and Jimin watched Megan Is Missing. now I'm scared.. please let me sleep with you" he said that with a big doe eyes. sometimes I wonder who's the oldest.
"okay fine.." I can just ask him to sleep with Jungkook or Jimin. but this is the only chance to sleep with him. maybe I can do my confession tonight. I hope it goes well.
I jumped on the bed and facing my back at him. Then, he HUGGED ME (my heart goes boom boom) and said "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I can't sleep without hugging something or someone. hope you don't mind"
"y- yeah I don't mind" as I say that it's become silence, an awkward silence. oh my god I hate this. I turn around to face him and say "hyung.. I- I like someone but I don't know how to confess.."
"o- oh you l-like someone? who?" his voice cracked, does he like me too? fuck this is all fucked up. "I -I like y- you" I whispered quietly enough for him to hear me.
"You like me? but yoongi.. I like Namjoon.." oh.. of course stupid dumbass yoongi... "it's fine hyung.. as long as you're happy I'm happy too.. sorry for wasting your time. I know you're tired, let's just sleep and pretend this never happens"
I turn around again, facing my back towards him as I cry silently feeling numb and don't want to do anything anymore.. I feel like I'm worthless and useless..
"Yoongi? are you crying? do you actually believe me? I'm just kidding Gi. I like you too.. I just wanna see what would you react if I say I like someone else. You know that Namjoon like Hoseok right?"
what? he's just kidding? he actually likes me too? "h-hyung.. do you *sobs* really like *sobs* me?" I hate sobbing like this. "of course Gi. I like you. I love you so much, baby"
"really?" *sobs*
"yes baby.. now, can you stop crying for me?"
"okay.. c- can you kiss me? please.."
one kiss placed on my lips. another one on my cheek and forehead. "there you go. do you feel better now?"
"yeah.. thank you.. I love you hyung"
"I love you too, baby"
I snuggle into his neck and fall asleep.
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euww.. cringe, just cringe
