Kai felt sad that she had to go through any of this. He saw how dull and gloom she was for days on end. It had been almost a week since she had kilt the man and she was still acting like a little cry babey bitch.
He went into her room and looked at her. She was staring at a wall, mind blank. He went and layed with her holding her, putting her head in his chest picking her up and laying with her.
He felt that spark that he wanted to deny so bad. He knew she was different...he just didn't know WHAT. He knew he liked her more than just a friend...shit what did he wanna be cousins? He honestly didn't know, but one thing he did know was he liked having her here.
He suddenly got up with Yuan still in his arms and turned on the shower. "Either yu get ina showa or ima put yuh in dere." He shrugged "Yuh stink not even trynna be mean yu ain't neva smelt like det befo. Da fuck yu thought taday wassa day to do dum foul shit like det." Mumbling the last part he saw she didn't move. So he started taking her clothes off.
Not once looking at her body while it was unclothed. He still has respect for her and her privacy. When he placed her in the shower again for her privacy he got in with her but with all his clothes on. He got in the corner. Because the shower was just that big.
He saw her just washing up but she looked like she was static, a robot stuck in her mind. She looked like she was trying to be normal but failed horribly.
She washed up 3 times but on the fourth she dropped her loofah, dropped to her knees, hid her head in her legs and screamed. She cried shaking vigorously.
He ran almost slipping on the tile to get to her.
Slipping behind her he held on to her while she screamed and cried. "LEAVE ME ALONE." "STOPPPPP." "I'm I-I-I- I'm so sorry....so sorry." "I didn't mean to." She whispered.
"NO. NO. NO. NOOOO." shaking her head she pounded her fist into her thighs.
Kai grabbed her turning her body into his he picked her up cradling her into him rubbing her back. He knew then she wasn't meant for the hard life, maybe books or something. But killing he knew she would only be able to do that when she had to. And he hated that HE forced her to do it.
