*Rah POV*
" Hey baby, im on my way to Chik-Fil-A you want anything Lex asked nervous
" I wanna know why you threw our pregnancy tests away and why you didnt tell me" I said clamly.
All i heard was the screeeching of tires and then dead silence.
" Hello" i said in the phone
" Yea im here" she said through gritted teeth. I took the phone away from my ear and looked at it.
" Why didnt you tell me" i asked once again placing th ephone back to my ear. All i heard was crying and sobbing on the other end
" I'm sorry baby, i didnt know how to tell you, but we'll talk now, i'm on my way home" she shot out before hanging up. I layed back in the bed and let out a deep sigh. I decided to go make lunch for Lex for when she gets home to calm her down. I washed my hands in the bathroom and headed downstairs to the kitchen. I took out the frozen pork chops and the ingredients to start the lasagna. While i mixed the ingredients for the lasagna in a bowl, i put the pork chops in the oven. I took out some cream corn to finish of fthe meal.
Halfway throughout making lunch, Lex came in. She nodded at me then quietly sat down at the island. I left the corn cooking in the pot and walked over to her and knelt down in front of her
' Babym listen, i want this baby and we're going to raise it, you dont have to be scared to tell me anything" i said grabbing her chin and pecking her lips a few times. I gave her a look of assurance before getting back up and going over to check on the pork chops and lasagna.
" I'm so glad you feel that way Rah, i want the baby too" she said lowly, I spun my head around quickly and shot her the biggest smile from ear to ear.
" Glad to hear it honey bear" he said to me making me giggle
" Lunch smells and looks divine, but should i be eating that, i am pregnant" Lex said while on her phone
" NO, No , No, you cannot start acting like the veggie queen, acting like you're all healthy now, i'm gunna feed you black food" I said staring at her lustfully. She looked beautiful pregnant. She just glowed
" Ok, I am spanish, shame on me" She said playfully slapping her hand. I winked at her then got the plates out for lunch. I turned the oven and stove off and grabbed her plate to make. I piled it high, just the way she likes. Next i piled my plate and took it over to the table next to her. We both sat down said our prayers then dug in. We were in the middle of enjoying our quiet lunch when all of a sudden we heard crying. Lex tried to get up, but i signaled her to stay seated. She was carrying my baby, she didnt need to get hurt doing anything
I raced upstairs and to max's room to find him standing up in his bed. I knew he had a bad nightmare so i picked him up and just sat in his bed with him and began singing
A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea,bendito sea
Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana nanita ella
A la nanita nana nanita ella
Nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito
Sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que carre clara y sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana nanita ella
When i got done singing, I heard clapping and i turned around to see Lex standing there crying.
" I told you to stay downstairs" i said putting a sleeping max back in his bed and brushing past her
" I know but i wanted to see what you would do with our baby" she said. I scoffed and ignored her going back downstairs
" Is it really a problem that i came upstairs" she asked following me
" No, that's not the problem, i dont wanna talk about it anymore" i said through gritted teeth
" Yea but" she said before i cut her off with a sharp gaze
" ENOUGH" i said angrily. I went back to eating my food and lex did the same. The rest o flunch was quiet yet awkward.
I didnt want her to know anything about me, yet we had a baby on the way.I didnt want her to know that the only reason i knew that song was because i was adopted by a panamanian family. I always rep'd being black and that's the way i wanted it. I never want her to know that i came froma spanish household that really isnt mine. I didnt want her to know that noone wantes me and that i'm damaged goods, then she'll look at me like a hipocrite and i'll lose her. I didnt want her to know and she wouldn't.
