Bokugo and y/n head cannons 💗

Chapter 1 black hole

Y/n:
As I look at myself in the mirror in complete sadness and despair I wondered my existence and ask myself "why do people approach me? I'm a monster I killed my own father I'm a monster a monster monster....." as I'm mumbling trying to hold back my tears I couldn't describe the pain I couldn't even cry anymore I was too numb as I was sinking deeper into sadness I hear the door bell ring "mom's here I better wipe off my tears" quickly I wiped off my tears I couldn't let my mom worry about me my mom was already suffering hard enough trying to pay off our bills and struggling with work The last thing she wants to hear is me complaining about my life so i put on mask and hide the pain we're all gonna die anyway what the point....
Y/n mom :
Honey I'm home and I got your favorite dumplings!
Y/n :
Hey mom you really didn't have to you should've not bought those there pretty expensive and in the situation we are in the last thing we wanna do is waste money.
Y/n mom :
Oh come on y/n you shouldn't be upset at least try them I did get them for you ! Try them they're delicious and I told you to stop worrying about the bills this is my responsibility not yours
Y/n : ok fine *starts eating dumplings * ummm I forgot how good they were thanks mom * y/n talking while eating *
Y/n mom :
Manners y/n ! Finish your food then talk okay honey?
Y/n :
OK sure do mom!
Y/n mom :
Y/n!
Y/n:
Sorry...
y/n mom : * starts laughing *
An hour later
Y/n mom : come on y/n time to go to bed you have school tomorrow!
Y/n : ok mom !
The next morning
Y/n mom : your going to be late y/n hurry up ! A left the keys on counter I'm heading off to work I will be back late so make sure you come back earlier from school !
Y/n: 'ok mom thanks!'
In class :
The teacher : so as third year students it's time to think about the future and what you wanna do with your lives I could pass out some career test but why bother ! Because I know you all wanna become heroes!
Y/n : at this moment I realized I had to use my quick to become a successful person and to earn money for my mom because I knew a real job wouldn't cut it I don't wanna do this the last time I use my quirk is when I was six years old One day as I was practicing my quirk called black hole whatever I touched entered this black hole and couldn't come back my dad came home early and an order to contain my quirk I needed to wear a glove I totally forgot about my quirk and decided to hug my dad as I hugged my dad my dad disappeared in my hands's I was in complete shock when the police came in my house I couldn't even move anything I was sinking in my own darkness and from that Day on I decided to never use my quirk no matter what the cost is and now I wear these gloves to protect me and others from getting hurt from my own quirk and I promised myself I would never use it again an in order to keep my family in Great condition I need to go to the my hero academy so I can become a hero and be able to earn money for my mom so she wouldn't suffer anymore Suddenly started tearing up in the middle of class ..
Teacher : are you okay y/n ?
Y/n : 'get away from me I'm a monsters! NO NO NO! DAD DONT LEAVE' as I was screaming and crying crawling into the corner of the class room... as teacher we're trying to calm me down
Teacher: y/n come down everything is going to be okay!
Y/n : 'no get away from me!' As I start running and hid behind the school as mumbling these words* I'm gonna kill myself I'm nothing I'm monster * and out of nowhere one of my class mates called bokugo hears me says these words to myself grabs me by the shirt and slaps me across the face and says these words to me ...
Bakugo : are you crazy are you insane the world would be nothing without you how could you say these Cruel words to your self you think your monster look at me I blast freaking bombs Out of my hands you think I wanted this quirk huh huh!? No ! But you know what I do I suck it up and do the most out of it I don't go around telling myself I'm going to die and I'm gonna kill myself! * he starts crying *so shut up SHUT THE HELL UP OK!?
y/n: 'WELL AT LEAST YOUR QUIRK DIDN'T KILL YOUR DAD HUH!? IMAGINE HOW FEEL EVERY DAY KNOWING THE FACT THAT I KILLED MY OWNE FATHER HUH!? SO DON'T EVER COMPARE YOUR PROBLEMS TO MINE!' As I scream at Bakugo trying to hold back my tears
Bakugo: y/n.....
Y/n : 'NO GET AWAY FROM ME!' As I'm running away back to my house tears in my eyes filled with darkness and despair couldn't bear myself I just wanted to go home and start screaming in my pillow At this point and didn't see the Point in anything....
At home:
Y/n: As I open the door I couldn't stand any more so I fell on my knees I started crying my eyes out my mom came rushing to the door ran towards me and started hugging me her eyes were full of tears and we both started crying she never knew what was going on but she knew I needed a hug as she mumbled in my ears 'it's all going to be okay' those were the words that I needed to hear the most...